i'm a tees & flip flop kind of person. a writer, at some point. i live, eat, breath sports & i don't give a dirty shit about your perfectly manicured nails & your two layer cake make up.
yes, i'm stubborn, rude, deceitful, aggressive and a critic. if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
For a start. i hate star war. i anti those stuff. i was not a fan of star war. I always thought all those are stupid little thing.Dumb and lame. But thats what 99% of girls thought. Me too actually.When and watch those movie with my cuz and fam at cineleisure during the night.If you dont know a single thing of the story, no hussle, the movie tell it all from the beginning till the end. It tell us how darth vader is made. Hu is he ? hahaa... anakin skywalker larh.. Quite interesting and the light saber make me very pening. But thats why i ask the whole guys about their opinion and they did say it was a very god god movie. Their judgement was not wrong. So do mine. So aniway now i know star war is not that lame as it seems to be. So girls stop saying that this show is not up to ur interest unless you watch it and know it. But maybe if i haven watch the movie myself i would also thing the same way the other girls think. Next movie looking forward to " alot like love, madagascar, acho, my boyfriend a type B+ and curse? hahaa. banyak duit?.
Iam going to be free for 2 weeks in my bedroom. Hahaa. my sis going for her labrador camp like we use to do in sec 2 and the next week she is going to Sarawak and the best thing is she has my mp3 with her. Boos. hahaa.. but nahmind. i am a good sister eventhou she is tryin to be my clone. =p owh well, she is not going to read this aniway. hah. talking bout a horny sister and brother. all tnx to their beloved elder sister, fana. that was meant to be a joke k.
n yeaa. this year 98% of ms universe is hawt! serious. s'pore first look have no chance of anything already. lol.
Tankiuk
28 May 2005 7:38 pm
Yay. my ex is dating my best friend for real. What a wonderful world life could turn out to be.
Tnx to the guys who gave me wonderous advice. I appreciate it. What an inspiration. Iam touched anyway. Tnx.Tnx.Tnx. For making me feel much better. Jerk. i know. =p
guy like u are not deserving.
27 May 2005 7:57 pm
I cant stand it anymore. Iam going home early everyday so i will maintain that during 2 weeks of june schooling.
Let me make this clear. To that someone, iam not mad at you. Iam never mad at you. Iam just piss off in a funny way at my dearest 4/4 fren. =]dont try to make it worst by ignoring and stuff. Nope. i am not mad at you about of that someone okhay.Iam never cause you know why ? let me refer that someone as "it" anyway..
Iam not like you okhay! Iam not that girl who stay heartbroken and keep thinking bout the past and all. No iam not. It so you but its so not me. I have goals in life and i've MOVE on. Iam not that girl-next-door either. I dont need to fine desperate love to make me happy. I dont even need that asshole who never did understand my situation and the one who make my life miserable and talk different views about me to its friend and make them ignore me.Yes, those insultment that person made is hurting and i just cant take it with its impatience and the way that person treat me. And i know that you have been hiding alot of stuff from me.And i mean it. Its fine if iam the last person to know everything. But for god sake gurl, i move on ok? jealousy? maybe abit but everyone feels the same way.Do i seem sad or emo to you? I smile everyday. or can i say fake smile?.. watever.I cant just seat they and stay miserable forever cause theys one thing that i been wanting to tell you. You deserve someone better ok. I just dont want to you to end up like me. Get it?
you cannot rewind reality once the tape unrolled..
hah. watever. sleeping for 6hrs in the evening is better. i love my class. i love 4/3.i love the pupil n the teacher. we as a whole class love cleaning up together. We laugh.we joke around. we sing aloud and we play with the water.We are there for each other no matter what race we are in. Heaven.. its been like this since sec 3 n i love it. at least we didnt show it around or saying how good our class is. not like some classes.. hahaa. jk. everything in the class is our decision. we are not being force or ever been scolded by our geogous form teacher.we never booast about out intelligence and hu cares if he or she is a geek or bitch or desperate wannabe. what matters is that we are there for each other for 3 years. i had no hatred with anyone and iam mantaining that. yeessaa. i love them. The top 3 catogary of my most important things in life. =]
and iam a winner in me and tnk god liverpool won.
I wanna rock and roll all night !
23 May 2005 11:29 pm
No regrets for requesting this song. I love it!I love lost prophets and finch and the used and my chemical romance and kasabian and goldfinger and good charlotte and unwritten law and the weezer and mathbox romance and our lady peace and kiss and sizzla and the list goes on and on. Whooo~ I lorve loud song. It just melt my trouble away..I wanna rock and rool all night..
This afternoon when punggol beach to catch some air and cathes baby fishes and crab? hahaa. Ohmygosh when i look at the beach it remind me of OBS. the laughter, tears, joy, suffering and the endurance i made. I never forget those time. The time where i face my biggest fear with kayaking and forcing to capsize ourselve in the middle of the ocean. The thunder and rain when we are on our way. Those "all so VERY big backpack" that i wore and made me look like a big fool. Being scolded by one of my groupmate for something i didnt do and feel like i was in a hell. No one know how i felt.No one.But i made it. Its over. All said and done. I babbled too much. i know! ok watever.hahaaa..i better be going. so long n good nite. pssst:i kinda miss you i think..
I hate arsenal!
21 May 2005 11:19 pm
I had fun today. When for mei kwan b'day party at her house.I love her cookie and monster. hahaa. they are 2 cute dogs. If only i can hold them..lol.We had movie marathon aniway. Ju-on then this korean ghost story first half then watch blue crush halfway then this chinese movie. It was heaven. I laugh my heart out forcing my arching stomach to react to it.It was okiez. At night we have our dinner at long john silver. Then when for a game of pool.We learn some useful chinese word. hahaa. It was a good day and yea fiona xie is damn hawt! hahaa. saw her face to face thou.
Fuck. Arsenal won. Ishh. i hate you so much arsenal!.damn. I got home early thou cause i wanted to watch the match between arsenal n manu. Did not get to watch the 1st half eventually cause my aunt was busy sleeping n sayin she wanted to watch the malay show. yada yada yada. manage to watch the second half alone.still 0-0 sharks..then at last penalty shootout. That always lead to bad ending okhay!.. manu deserve to win!! not arsenal.hah..nyaah. tat is by luck only okhay.. iam still manu no. 1 fan and cristiano ronaldo is hawt!.rooney and vanistelrooy.woot2! hahaa. everyone did well larh. =P next match to look for : ac milan vs liverpool. yay.
Boos.
19 May 2005 8:58 pm
Iam dead.Iam dead.Iam dead.
What am i gonna say ? hah? I study so hard and this happen. When i say that i really mean it okhay. Ok fine. first time like this.
Urgh.i mean why is this happening? Why everything crash on me ? I tried so hard okhay.
Is this god payment? for the negative things i have done in the past?
All those study group i have done. Damn.
Like what one of my classmate say, " sad for what?! Its over already. No use crying over spilt milk." Owh well, i was about to but i guess i get to hold on. =]
I just havta see how it goes as time goes by. Ok watever.Arghh. k gtg.I wanna watch dia. Chao. ps: i requested for this song and its especially for everyone out there.=]
We <3 sunny sunshine.
17 May 2005 12:10 am
I had fun under the sunny sunshine. Whee~ Let the pics do the talking ayte.No pix of food but theres explicit content. PG.
Happy Belate B'day To Adilah!
Cake fight!! Mary n feeduh scared larh! The girl in yellow kena the worst. =p
The secret society of the siemese twin butts.
Washup will not be fun with some dancing and self-spanking. hahaa.
Urmmm mary. You can do TAT at other place.NOT at the beach.
We <3 Us Mak andam l and ll.
Seriously, qila cant get over her PDS. with stick? also can urh..lolx
Hahaaa. Tsk tsk. Just experiencing guys situation thats all.
Simplicity.May.Me.Phauz.
Self -Indulgement Of Shades..
The 3 big buttsies. Heading home. Woot2.
It would not be completed with a nice foot massage after the day. =]
ps: tnx for bringing up my day girls. It was fantastic and theres lotsssss more pic but this is a few of them eventually. $20 on those chicken just for you all is not regretting even thou its under my saving. LoL.
I loike my frens. lol
15 May 2005 8:28 pm
Yay. Tomorow is my chem and iam still shaking legs here as if no skool gonna happen tomorow. I didnt learn one thing seriously. LoL
I had fun yesterday. With my wonderous classmate. There were such sports. Thought of going for the perfect 10 dares me to thingy at SP but someone came sooo late like 1 hour? LoL. and some get really fedup thou. But we had fun walkin from SP to heereen and all. Guys just didnt understand the term of window shopping for girls. No patience at all.Then we saw this .. urmmm i think some sort of hardcore black metal or gothic or weirdo near the neopic area. Freaks. I mean its ok for them to wear all black.But the guys was wearing white wig and weird top i guess.The girls was even weirder i guess.Smear black mascara all around their face and holding this doll like as if they are holding a baby.The doll was all in black and look scary i guess. Like as if they have this soul in them. Watch dollmaster before? Yeaa.. something like that but much2 scarier. LoL. Then stop by far east and late at night when to esplanade. It was fun n i spotted my cousin. Hummm. i dont know he was a rudist. Get scolded by my parent for going home at 11 i guess. Got madrasah someone the next morning.
But it was okhay. Thought of making brownie for tomorow but too bad theres none. So i bought some fried finger food that wasted my $10 that i had save for 1 week actually to buy that skirt.Grrr. and the noise that at the field near my house is killign me. Ghost festival ? i guess.. lol there was loud singing and stuff. Not racist or anything thou. When me n my cuz walk pass all those crowd to get home, we acctually did dance okhay. LoL. freaks.
Pst: and yea its not cool to fall and spank on the butt with a 50 gms of chicken in the public. =]
Exam.Boos.
13 May 2005 11:49 pm
Having movie marathon today in the afternoon.As usual i was late. freakign late. LoL. i miss 1 movie but never mind cause i already watch that. Watch raise your voice again.Hummm.. the 10 time ? LoL. i love tat movie okhay.
Exams.Exam.Exam. I feel stress for the 1st time okhay. Lolx.Can be counted that this year na mid year is easy okhay. But iam clever enough to be having blackout and forget everything.
English worse.Having pms mood swing.Passage A i did.Passage B i slept and doing the question without reading.Summary i just write what i can see in the passage and iam talking about english. Freak me. Math and Physic. Damn. i forget the formula. after the exam then i remember eveyrthing back.Lame ryte. History was ok i guess but still having difficulty on answering about malayan union.
Yada Yada. But i had a fun study group time for the pass exam week. Gonna miss that one too.
Oklar. i gtg. Just feeling excited for tomorow outing with my classmate. LoL. We want the dare.We want $50. hahaa. Anything i will try to post it here ayte. K then i gtg and sleep. And i love them. You know them? I know.
Us.
07 May 2005 10:02 pm
Phauz.Mary.Sarah.Adila.Me.Sarah.Malyna takin the pic. Taken on friday and durin da rainy day where we are drench badly. Well, it feel tooo good to be splashing. walking. screaming.laughing. skipping so long in the rain.Enjoy it before it end. whee~
Pss: Never wear coloured bra when this happened.Very dangerous.
Ok.LoL.Its long i know.Blame the computer who pop-up alot of porn in here and have permanent porn destop.Freak huh.
Exam.boos. i mess up in my math paper 1. Its sucks ok. This monday s.s n math paper 2. double sucks.
Ok.It had been up and down the few days. But i had fun studying for the upcoming exam. This is what we do after we do our studying.
And today. We just trying to be original and unique okhay. Haha.
Urmm. things getting weird here..
Public nuisance.
The end.
Whee~ hahaa. Got lots more but this is enough i guess. and happy mother day!
Psssssst: - You jerk. Dumbass. Freak. Asshole. Desperate. Thank god i make your life miserable cause you made my life more worse.Thanks to you my life is like this. No one deserve you. You only think about yourselve and tried acting as if you care. And for your info, i have move on. Iam not the girl who think back all those "happy" memory and just stay sad and miserable and just keep saying i miss you. Hah. No one deserve a desperate person like you. Good luck with you new life.Hah. -
