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i'm a tees & flip flop kind of person. a writer, at some point. i live, eat, breath sports & i don't give a dirty shit about your perfectly manicured nails & your two layer cake make up.

yes, i'm stubborn, rude, deceitful, aggressive and a critic. if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.

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aqi.
31 January 2006 6:44 pm


i swear while iam waiting for my O level result,
i will NOT be working my ass off.
maybe for 1 or 2 weeks will do.

like what my fren are doing.
like what ain is doing.

her mum and my aunts were right.
no time for family and hanging out.
and i soo cant live with that okay.
am i not right? mark my words.
ok done.

goddammit. eh ain you rock okay?
thanks alot for doing MY math hw.
muahaha. do it often eyy. =D

last but not least,

get well soon muhd anaqi izz ed din.
a doddle little nephew of mine.

crying his ass off at the hospital bed.
dont worries, its in the genetic genes
to have such thing call asthma. eek.


happy ppl
30 January 2006 1:51 pm


to think of it,

happy happy people dont argue.
nyaah, new year. what gone be bygone?
hahaa. doesnt matter. iam done!

iam having a time of my lifee!!
go figure.

going west coast park.
being a kid is never too late?
nyehaha. dina all going.
aaah. i likee!
bye!


school= bummer
27 January 2006 5:25 pm


cca was bullshit.
not never was fun.

weekend arrive. at last?
school was such a big bummer.
pouring homework. pouring test.
and its just like what? 1st mth of the year?
fcuk.

i cheated on history test at com lab.
dumb teacher. i on the computer
and left my book at the keyboard panel.
so i d0/cheat/surf the net all at once.
the test was effin easy peasy okay.
heh. but 13 history student is soo not fun.

i really think school was a letdown.
same to cca. start at 4pm. dumbass.
for the past few years it start at wat?
12? fcuking big diff and a waste of time.
seriously. it really really suck.

"kesian tengok kau. srg2 je. bukannye nak mixed"
thats what syukri say. aiyoh. how to mix ?
you bunch of guys freak me out okay?

always bummed into maisarah sis in the toilet.
i really thought it was her at 1st. hah.
the smile,hair, face, laugh,talk,walk.
the cutest sec1 around okay?
nyaah. i likee!!

so basically my life revolve in fitting in with my friend.
both my classmate and schoolmate. nyeeh.
cool or wat? .. not

anyway,
manutd going for final okay!! i likeee.
bye. =)


peopl day/
24 January 2006 8:39 pm


today was people's day?

chem teacher scolded us bloody hell.
we were pretty happy about it.

fitri got poured wit hydrocloric acid + magnesium acid.
fucking paint and burning red on the whole hand.

than there was clifford. burning the ass of the testtube
with alotalotalot of magnesium ribbon. funny.
try getting that in ur hand, hospital okay?

i got laugh at.
janson and fad say i look diff in passport photo.
which i think i didnt cause i look the same.

guys get really pathetic during pull up time.
not easy but too bad.

than ahmad. getting chase around the class.
being sprayed with my adidas deoderant.
" oiii!! janganlarh!! bau pompuan ah siol!"
we cant help it that u smell? LOL.

than kang wei got fcuking bullied
i feel for your handicappness boy.
opps. =D

i got shown middle finger by malyna boiffy.
cause they called me and i didnt bother going.
bout wat? i dont know. muahaa.

and i was called stinky pinky by the little fat boy,shafiq
who love to eat and sleep. pfffft.

than ms chua totally ignored us during girl guide.
how wonderful is that? =))

test.test.test.test. hu cares?
enjoy life t the fullest, alone.
toddles.

oh yea,
happy sweetest 17th bday to SOFIA!!!!


1-0
23 January 2006 4:59 pm


man utd vs liverpool.
ferdinand was the man of the match.
1-0. the very last min, goal by him.
he save the super close goal by liverpool.
i cant help it? soccer guys turn me on. heh.

just when i thought my late night sleep and online chat was not worht it,
it wass.. i know what i meant. muahaha.

tomorow cca. sec1 coming.
shit! i dont likeee.

oh well watever, jam pack nice show.
love concierge! dia! victoria secret! grey anactomy! scrub!..
superr best. ahhh. i likee. =))


go figuree.
21 January 2006 5:00 pm


as I reflect back on what I've used and abused
and detect that I need some clues to get through
to those that accused me of never being true
I'll lose if I play into this game and never know the rules
so how do I bring out the me that nobody sees
the light from within this life is the only real remedy
or find the reflection I see to be so damn unpretty

it all came pouring out to me now.
i hate every single things the world have to offer.
i thought it was fine but it was never ever was.
go figure.


concern ppl on my back.
19 January 2006 5:11 pm


i got supporters n concern people on my back
NOT regarding the previous entry.
chey, bestbest.

urr,
anyone have any idea?
on how to remove that upper ad?
do do do tell me. =)


fuck chua.
17 January 2006 9:50 pm


iam fucking pissed.

i dont give a shit about you or the cca.
i dont give a shit about the point.

you fucking call us idiots.
and talk as if i donno it was about me?!
eh fuck larh okay. i dont careee.
you think i listen to what youre talking to?
you think iam gonna show respect to you,
while you dont show me bit of respect once,
or any appreciate for what ive done?
ehh. scold me all you want larh okaee.
iam not once fucking afraid of you and your eye.
i still got my own dignity and respect for my own being.
your dumbass convo and scolding can go to hell.
my long patience have its own fucking limit.
i cant stand ur bullshit and neither the other.
get that bitch?

talking about a friend who'll be there when youre in need?
fucking bullshit... your stare of innocent means nothing.

to people of love,
i got my smile and laughter behind it.
=)) oh. i gain 1kg and grow 1cm.
GREAT.


16 January 2006 5:08 pm


spend weekend finely. 15 homeworks done and has been handed in.
goody too shoe. i like. got gf's jan edition. bag effin nice.
thanks ain, got job money at hotel so no need to pay back eh!
weekend soccer. bleak.

manc vs mautd. 3-1.
=(
arsenal vs forget hu. 7-0
SEVEN okay? best2.

got home early. iam use to it.
go toilet, go home, talk, eat, study, dreaming ALONE.
if not wait either at the toilet till 5/1 come out. =(
social responsibility. iam sadistically happy!

factorisation relief.
go figure.


camp.
13 January 2006 10:26 pm




friday the 13th baybeh.
special shoutout to mum bday which was yesterday. =D
dining was supreme. the main course was effin nice.it was fish and chip special or black pepper chicken chop. class wasnt bothered hearing but more to eating. ahmad sat infront of me, weirdly funny. in the bus heading to school, there was clifford crazy as hell, zul standing behind the bus with us n found out that he farted and dumb singing by syuk and zahir. but the funny part was when everyone was urgently in need of toilet since we drink alot. cursing and shouting was everywhere for the green light instead of red. once the bus got in the school and the door open, half of the class was running their ass of towards the toilet, pass the pond. really ran. alot of people in the canteen was looking. it really crack me up that i was one of them. hoho.

last day of camp was. about e.q, our killer statement, what we say when we are mad. juni and fitri was shooting out a-z vulgar. the trainee goes to me and say, " wow, you do say alot of vulgar. =)) you look so gentle" hahaa. i was like ,wth? me? hahaa.
the role play was fcuking nice too. dominic was selenge as hell, but i made the whole class laugh? hah, i cant help it that hes taller and iam shorter. pffft.

got back with fida and yan and afiq sending me home. thank you. sorrie larh i slept and you people go out. grr. and syukri, sorrie i didnt go home with you for the pass few days. lols. camp was a blasty adventure. it get me closer with everyone. iam loving it =)) i digress but hu cares. my diary. toddles.


1st day camp
11 January 2006 6:36 pm



my "TASTA" chic. not rasta. cute kann? lols.

my free bandanna.
hahaa. she got influence by us. rasta here and there. than yesterday i was in my room, she was opening my shelve in search for hairband than she goes, " nANAAA! dina nyak tasta!" she wear 3 hairband. rasta mah. same goes for colour pencil. must green yellow red. hahaa. OUR irdina. cute cute. =))

hari raya was a blast of course. i was sleeping my ass off when everyone start arriving. than our school yearbook was being pass around. pffft. u people face have been seen. lols. my uncle, my cuz a fren of shafiee. hah. thtn kambing who eat i-slim. so normal large hyper family reunion. super freaking kecoh to the maximum of course. My room was like a kid's bomb shelter. fucking messy but i like.

school camp was okae. sec3 not going to pulau ubin like us, but sentosa. unfair! but of course looking back, i miss sec2 and sec3 camp. so relearn bout resume all over again. seating at the floor somemore.i basically hang on for 2hr after school to peepee. but cant wait for 2morow. learning social ettiqutte not at school but at a faraway hotel restaurant. free course meal baybeh!! hoho! not coming for friday thou. hah. watever it is i have monday homework, 10newspaper report somemore! so yea i need to get started. i learn my lesson ok. proactive. tralalala. rainy rain again. comecome. i want to sleep good tonight. tarraa~

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO MY SHU YUAN!! =D
-from your slave.


rainy day.
09 January 2006 11:40 pm


iam shivering and still wore the school shorts since i got back from school?
hahaa. pffft.

was raining heavily when i got home,
waited for the 21 bus for,1hr behind the tam mrt there.
i think due to the accident that was happening at bedok.

play with toddler dina and anaqi under the block with danial.
than spend my whole cold afternoon with that cousin of mine.
aiyohh. he and his ying yang twin song. dozenS time played.
that irritating stupid dumb dumb song. funny but ew.
i know larh you dunman idol. aiyohh. =x
excluding the he make me groove part uh.
pffft. ball hitting on his head never felt better.


dan and wani ask join them play pool and go town.
aiyoh. you people alot uh. scary like that.
heh. sorrie ehh, not use to it.
camp on wed- friday.
free all afternoon.
i wanna go outt!
till nite also nahmind!

oh well, whatever it is,
selamat hari raya haji. =))


gg no going
08 January 2006 12:30 pm


fucking fucked up.
i couldnt find my belt.i couldnt find my badges.
reporting time, 7.30. i woke up at 8.30.
end up not going. fucking fishhead. grr.
----

Everyday is a new day, I'm reminded of my past
Everytime there's another storm I know that it won't last
Every moment I'm filled with hope
'cause I get another chance
But I will try, I will try
Got nothing, left to hide

one thing i need, is this song.
soooo me. =))


rehana bday.
06 January 2006 10:04 pm


today was bloody hell lots of fun.
i mean, i just got home, 30min ago.

school was such a funny bleak.
got caught by classmates for sleeping.
got caught in those groups talking bout sex.
bag got caught with alot of ants in com lab.
my chair got stolen in class for reason.
pffft.

thought of going for gg. but didnt turn out as it plan.
met the gals at downtown after school.crazyness lor those people.
than since it was rehana's bday. heard the guys going pool playing.
so the guys also wanna go. but no uniform allowed. so when home and change.
was the only one getting skillful teachers. afiq. saidi. shafiq. hilman.
very good teacher indeed. haha. thanks dude!
more pool coming u okae? =))

when to the beach with the guys and rehana. fucking madness.
rehana was sabo like hell. she end up with laut chilli on her.
smeelly smelly. she also got the 'omg wheres my hp!' panic attack.
i was being all drama mama so she got scared of course.
freaking funny. than walk all the way at the beach to rehana house.
imagine that?! they kick all the lighted lamp post. scary darkness.
they bully me. i bully them. so it got even better.
watever it is, i was being called a sex maniac. wtf?
to the people i hit, sorrie. hahaa.
i lorveee crazy2 graduate friends of mine okae?
sporting like hell!

btw,
happy last min 17th bday to dearest rehana!!

oh yea,
did i tell you iam afraid of frog/toad?

psst. ass larh you people!


04 January 2006 9:05 pm


turn out to be draw.
man utd vs ars.
0-0

all thanks to wake up call from
dear shafiq and tawfik.
thankyouu2. =D

class was madness. heh.
something happen during self study in class.
fucking ambarrasing. pfftt.
than the girls told me dont.
hes a player,a flirt, an ass.
woah. i know thatt.
but no worries,
he will stay as a friend,a classmate.
FOREVER. puh-lease.


03 January 2006 9:11 pm


1st day of school. like fuck okae.
morning assemble was such an embarrasment.
and the shock on people face that i retain.

4/3 and 4/4 combine.
see how hevoke my new classmate will be.
40+. little chinese. 7 malay girl and all malay guy.
freak okae. i get along with people.
but embarrassing larh okae.

i mean i do get along with everyone.
but the lining up part, i hatee.
iam sick of being too quiet.
=x

i hate when teacherer start talking how sec5 this year is good in class.
i mean i feel like a loser? pffft.


get home at 7.00. 1st day of school somemore!
got g.g. sat is cca open house.
so npcc and everyone was busy as usual.
kind of fun larh cause all afternoon get to see the junior.
heh. them and their long pants. cute sia! heh. really!!
i miss you guys larh thats all.

oh fuck. 2morow go home late again.self study in class after 3. sickening.
but nyaah, 4am got match. man utd vs arsenal!!
a must watch match.but gonna get sleepy in class thou..


poool
02 January 2006 10:56 pm


i had a nice day today. when xpo book sale with family.
the books was alot. but not much. its all the same variety. heh.
but bought books worth $70+. nice ay?
hah.

so yea. plan when good today. when out with afiq, malyna and irfan.
crazy bunch of people as usual. i was late by 1 hr? heh.
saw mary and her sis and fiz. wahh. i miss them.
thought of playing bowling but end up with pool.
funfunfun. 3 game all played by the guys.
heh. but i played too after that. 2 vs 2
i played along with afiq. i play ok!
but he say i kekok. aiyoh.
not like that somebody.
*point to amalina*
need help. hah!
jk onli.

oh well,
i just love today.
do this often okae?!
hoho. i lovee. =)

schools tmorow.
my instinct tell me my classmate gonna be crazy!
but i need some adjustment 1st.
so yea. happy schooling people!


not ready. nye
01 January 2006 8:59 pm


countdown was nice.
the long fireworks was fantabulous.
the sound was heartbeatingly unbeliveable.
cars everywhere was bink bonking loundly.
the night was super amazing. i loveee!!
=)

hello 2006. undreadful 2006.
guess wat?iam feeling like a sec1 again!
new people. new class.new environment.
ok fine, not really that new.
and i hate that feeling.

pffft.
and guess wat?
i haven bought new shoes.
i haven bought new workbooks.
i haven prepare anything for school.
and farmost, my uniform is shrinking.
how great? aaah. i dont care.


and yea,
if you think its funny having going thru another 2 years
and make a joke out of it, its not fucking funny.
so get over it.

ahh watever.
DIA's back baybeh!