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i'm a tees & flip flop kind of person. a writer, at some point. i live, eat, breath sports & i don't give a dirty shit about your perfectly manicured nails & your two layer cake make up.

yes, i'm stubborn, rude, deceitful, aggressive and a critic. if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.

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28 October 2006 1:53 am


I ENDED UP BEING IN AFTER SCHOOL CAMWHORE MOOD YESTERDAY WITH THIS LITTLE ONE. IT WAS COLD AND WE GET COZY AND SNUGGLY. I LOVE SCOLDING HIM CAUSE HE WOULD EVENTUALLY GO =) =/ =( . & THEN I WOULD LAUGH OUT LOUD INFRONT OF HIS FACE AND HE WILL TRY TO WHACK ME HARD. HAHAHA. hes a fighter i tell you.


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AND NOW IAM SPENDING MY LAZY ASS TIME WATCHING VIDEOS ON TINYPIC.
IAM GONNA SHOW YOU THIS ONE LAST VIDEO I WATCHED. MENGGANAS NAK MAMPOS. dumb blonde.



25 October 2006 10:19 pm





my westside family.
i was so slack i prefer being ugly.


just as i expected, hari raya was boring. for the first time during the 'festive day', we sisters woke up late, and we didnt clean up or do anything except watching tv and laugh laugh laugh. like every other year, we would be getting ready to go nenek house by afternoon. but not this year, we bathe late and even my aunt, cousin and me did have our own evening nap time with full air conditioning watching bawang putih bawang merah series on tv3 in my room since my mom is busy entertaining her chinese friends who came for a visit.

we eventually reach the westside at 4.30 when it is suppose to be what? at 2+ always?
it was so slack and it was boring since iam not that close to each one of them. my butt was sore for 4hr? we took family pictures and eventually get back home at 8.30 in which my whole family from my momma side is already waiting for us. it was so funny. & i was smiling widely when i see all of them. we didnt get to camwhore much and so we plan to do it this weekend. i cant wait. & i so i slept at 3 in the morning and thats when i knew i dont want to attend school.

i seriously cant stand the admosphere of school anymore and i really dont care if i got shouted or whatsoever for not doing those tonnes tonnes of homework including english. let mr yeo shout at me. like as if iam darn scared of that old man? i cant think will post pictures again.

& happy 15th birthday to dear shafiq!




23 October 2006 8:04 pm


mr ong is being sucha bitch.
while other school had everyone going home early,
prcs eventually dont. i really sympathise the chinese.
but wth? i only had 3period of physics & math.
does it benefit me? no.

iam not looking forward to raye. iam just not feeling it.
especially when theres school every single day.
i cant be bothered with the cloth iam wearing.
as i just buy whatever the family is buying.
but i do clean my room ohkae (:

half of my mum diff-style-pineapple tarts was destroyed.
& my effort on doing it just gone wasted just like that,
since i was not on time in checking the oven when shes outside.
at least i can enjoy eating the tarts, and throw away the pineapple?

lets just say iam not looking forward to this event,
but iam looking forward to the money? HAHA.
money face siak.

the whole house has been reposition.
iam loving the atmosphere of the living room.
but too bad my mom doesnt make alot of kuihraye.
i told you theres no 'it' to raya.

oh selamat hari raye anyway.
maaf zahir dan batin (:


19 October 2006 10:40 pm




i met up with the GIRLS for buke over at town and we did alot of catch up. it was pretty cool & i surely misses. everyone was up with their crazy antics and it was just ridiculous. school pretty much suck the fun out of me. early morning i already had zul pulling my leg infront of anyone and i was about this close to fall flat on my face. the lessons are boring boring boring. we had an entire free period for mt/chem/cme. the sec1s ended up being in our class for mt and all we did at the back was listening to mp3. there was practically nothing to do and i didnt even when home with my new girlfrend mag where it should prolly be with the hands of nuzzian, cristina, or even better, class. GREAT! what a day.

i was SUPPOSE to go for a last minute shopping since i bought nothing new for hari raya. great, no new bag and shoes. but i ended up being a couch potato at home and watch setan menangis and heart. two very good learning lesson movie. a must watch :)

& now everyone is out at geylang and iam at home doing basically nothing except watching back to back movies on star movie and now iam watching STEP UP like over and over and over again which i already had momorise the dance move. & i prolly am watching that bloody streetdance + ballet dancer movie again on november 9 when it comes out in singapore. iam living in a very boring dimension, i know. & my she's the man aka duke garsino and step up aka tyler gage hero, CHANNING TATUM is mine. so back off.


16 October 2006 12:59 pm


iam prolly the worst kind ever for skipping the 1st day of school bridging programme as it brings no benefits at all. what? they gonna throw me out of school cause i never come for one day and i didnt bring mc but letter? i dont give a shit if i have mc or not.

what can i say? we when to malaysia the whole day and i manage to get my hands on new dvds yet again. thank god msia was raining cause the haze was really getting into me. we when shopping after buka but everyone end up buying something except us. haha. what fools. did i tell you i prefer jusco and city square more than angsana in johor? haha. we got back to spore in the morning and when we past thru the immigration check, i was staring at this police gunman when i notice that he realise i was staring at him which made him stare at me back. i think it was long. & then he suddenly flash this big wide smile. of couse i flash my big wide smile too which really crack me up and i told the family in the car when i realise no one was really paying any attention to me and i was talking to myself. get the picture? haha. we then grab something to eat in the wee morning and them got back home. i was not able to sleep so i watch just my luck all the way till 5am which is our time for sahur. i slept at 6. now tell me how to go school like that?

& so my weeks of holiday is over. i rot like hell at home and sleep at least at 4am every day. i got everything at home to make me feel all woohoo. and as iam typing this, everyone i know is pretty excited for their first day of school after holiday in ite/poly today. & i really cant wait for tomorrow. excluding school, its been long since i met this girls okae. can grab my oct issue of gf's mag too on the way. haha.


11 October 2006 1:43 am


If thou must love me, let it be for nought
Except for love's sake only. Do not say
'I love her for her smile—her look—her way
Of speaking gently,—for a trick of thought
That falls in well with mine, and certes brought
A sense of pleasant ease on such a day'—
For these things in themselves, Belovèd, may
Be changed, or change for thee,—and love, so wrought,
May be unwrought so. Neither love me for
Thine own dear pity's wiping my cheeks dry,—
A creature might forget to weep, who bore
Thy comfort long, and lose thy love thereby!
But love me for love's sake, that evermore
Thou mayst love on, through love's eternity.

Sonnets from the Portuguese, 14
-Elizabeth Barrett Browning


06 October 2006 10:23 pm


& so everything is officially over.
math paper 2 was manageable.
after chatting with the guys & fau.
i have my super duper lucky charm.
spotted the guys outside school as usual.
they didnt see me waving like hell.
zal & zam forever in his 5/2 cap.
that how i always recognise them.

& since some of you people want to see this so bad.
i already get full permission by the person itself.
presenting...

NURUL FAUZAH !


IN HER BELMONT HIGH UNIFORM!

doesnt she look adorable back in australia?
& the zaman pri sch jalan raya shoe is their school shoe.
i cant wait for next year eh fau eh. =)


04 October 2006 4:12 pm


have you wonder how pathetically insane this classes are?
you chooses the theme and now you go all crazy on what to wear?
i really do think my and some of the classes who chooses retro are right.
its really fine when the event took place in some grand hotel.
not when youre stuck wearing an expensive gown and makeup,
and where is it again? school. yes i repeat school.
you people are dumb. just plain dumb.

in case you are wondering what,
our grad nite them is ballroom.
retro would be a better & wilder choice.





& after a few days of no online communication and torment shit, i decided to give myself a break, since theres no school tomorrow. all papers down except math paper 2. it was pretty easy if you studied like fuck. which in a matter of fact, i did not really study that hard. a devastating blow. but before the big day, we had math tuitorial over at mdm suliha's house at savanna condo. the smallness of the house doesnt really matter if you have three aircon in the livingroom. not including the rooms. we didnt get to camwhore like we plan too since it was raining heavily.



& we when for study group over at changi airport in popeye. & buttermilk biscuits is the love which lead to me half puking for buying it and eating it too much during sahur time. since friday is our last paper and we have the whole week doing nothing at home. i have made a point to go out like crazy and spend tonnes on clothes. i bet were going malaysia again before raye, which mean i could buy more news dvds. splendid love. for now, ill continue entertaining myself watching memoirs of a geisha and myspacing my ass off. ok best. bye.

& i badly misses alot of people at this moment of time.