I wish I wasn’t short. I wish I wasn’t tanned like now. I wish I wasn’t too skinny. I wish I was fatter. I wish that my life would never be like this. I wish I can go out and I wish I can use whatever I want. I wish I wasn’t lack of confidence. I wish I can use dress and use shorts. I wish I wasn’t small. I wish I can turn back time. I wish I can change everything. I wish I wasn’t as miserable as i am now. I wish I don’t have any regrets. I wish my life was awesome. I wish I can have lots and lots of friends. I wish my nails were longer. I wish I can go out and have a little bit of freedom. I wish I don’t have eye bags. I wish my hair was longer and wavy. I wish that I have good clothes. I wish I have some money. I wish my skin was fair and smooth. I wish I don’t have pimples. I wish I’m a very happy person with a happy life. I wish I would stop wishing and just accept the truth.

I've been living like this, wishing for miracles to happen for the past 2decades of my life.
you know what? screw it. screw all the wishes. screw all the insecurities. screw all the bullshit.
2010, watch your back cause i'm coming out & i'm coming to get cha!

& since it's less than a day until 2010, ladies…

Be great in 2010. Be fantastic in 2010. Be wonderful in 2010. Be amazing in 2010. Be undeniable in 2010. Think possible in 2010. Think bold in 2010. Think outrageous in 2010. Think big in 2010. Be better in 2010. Be daring in 2010. Be productive in 2010. Achieve greatness in 2010. Reach further and further in 2010. Improve in 2010. Think positive 2010. Be positive in 2010. Be stronger in 2010. Be a better YOU in 2010. Consider all in 2010. Focus in 2010. Accomplish your goals in 2010. SEE SUCCESS. Conquer all in 2010 because you know you can. It’s your year. It’s their year. It’s our year. It’s the year.

BIG things poppin’…