i'm a tees & flip flop kind of person. a writer, at some point. i live, eat, breath sports & i don't give a dirty shit about your perfectly manicured nails & your two layer cake make up.
yes, i'm stubborn, rude, deceitful, aggressive and a critic. if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
random 4 old years pics. haha. SO yea. 2006. everything gonna change that year. and for the past 4 years. i really enjoy myself as an individual and the company i had along the way.among all those ups and down. and the incident in class and stuff.i cant blame them and i cant blame me. but those deep friendship cuts that happen this year. throw it away. especially to all my school mates. those gossip and stuff. iam sorry. theres bacinz and sunny sunshine and the class that i got into. 1/3 2/3 3/3 4/3. this people make me wanna go school. so iam blessed with lovely classmate. =) thanks.
and the new friends i made this year. you never make me feel down. i love you bunch. *screams!* keep in touch. =)
the day i start 2006. reapplying myself. panic.shy.pain.tears. you think you know, but you have noooo idea. shucks.
happy 14th birthday to my sissy. =) too bad ure born on the last day of the year.
someone?countdown?
30 December 2005 12:30 pm
I WANNA GO NEW YEAR COUNTDOWN!! but i dont wanna go alonee!! =(
oh yea. fringe like phauz.(but abit longer) hair like maary.(but more choppy layered) thats my new hair.(remind me of pri school) whooowheee! i lorveee.
boring ppl.
29 December 2005 12:41 am
i love ALIAS. even thou its the 2nd tele. 2am. never miss okae. wheee. sydney bristo lovee!
when shopping on wed, thought with whole bunch but no, only one. me and phauz when crazy. really really crazy. bought fila pumps and top and accesories and blunts mag. got my eyes on silverstein and bullet for my valentine tees. 40+ each. aiyohh. and wanting to buy 3/4 purple and black tights and topshop pumps.
my gastric is on again. i hate it when that happen. everyone says i look pale nowadays. wtf. i sleep late and woke up late. bad for my health. who fucking care? i dont.
thought of going bowling tomorrow. but some people cant. so yea. its fucking sickening. really really annoyingly sickening. when i want to go out, people just dont and cant. people bore me easily, mainly because most of them are boring.
so watever it is. when eating with danial's family just now. new folded bikes and stuff. fishing family. they start it. heh. too good we live next flat to flat.
gonna cut my hair. short. diy cut. yess.
ps: much apologise to afiq and some people. sorrie i get all mad and vulgar. yay to pmsing!
pervertic.
26 December 2005 11:35 pm
I never could understand how sadistic and desperate a guy's life can be.
"hi.you nak main?" what kind of message does that bring me into in friendster? seriously, its rude its nonsense and its ugly. urgh.
than there was this conversation. and his msn nick was, "yay. i ade cam! can watch me masturbate"
him: "hi. you ade cam?" me: "yeaa" him: " leh tengok?" me: "no" him: "asl tk leh?" me: "sebab taknak" him: "you nak tengok i nye?" me: "urrr.. ?" him: " tengok i main ngan bantal" me: " hello. i dont talk to guys who wrote that disgusting word as their nick and especially has no self respect for girls and for himself. and yea, no. i dont want to see you main with your bantal. thats upbeat unappropriate. dont act like some desperate white guys cause hello. you are melayu. get that? so please, go show someone else who is desperate enought to see you play. =) sorrie."
so yes. i block and deleted him out of my list. there was alot of message coming from both friendster and myspace related to that. and it comes from malay guy. full throttle malay guys who is desperate enough for love. but of course, i never did replied to all those nonsense. who will? fucking no respect and gratitude for others. no sense of feeling ashame of themselve. aahh.. if only i can go there and slit their throat one by one. wouldnt that be good?
merry xmas!
25 December 2005 2:03 pm
MERRY CHRISMAS!!
Iam feeling the chrismas spirit baybeh! No deny, i love the songs. jingle bell rock, all i want for chrismas is you, let it snow, etc. The best of all during chrismas is the xmas movie! From old one to the new one. Its just excite me? heh. but at the same time, we got to remembered the tsunami that happen last year during this time and the plan crash on twin tower durin boxing day in US. nyaah.
So anyway, celebrated chrismas eve at the east coast/bedok jetty. hahaa. when fishing with my whole family. kinda funny cause i never fish before. We picnic our ass of at the jetty there with tables and food and all those fishing rode and my aunt bought mini cokking utensil. Fishing sounds boring and stuff byt nope. I think it was fun? fun when you get to feel the vibration of getting the fish. 10hr of our life spend there. No regret i think. For 1st timer like me, i caught 10 fish. not bad ryte?! hahaa. i lorvee. oh well watever. it was nice.
oh yea, class picnic last thurs was a blast. ms khoh stopped by too. water bomb and barbequing was supreme. everyone was wet. including baizurah who was wetter cause she was late and send to the bathroom for some head to toe wash. =X played with chrismas crackles. Spend my last hour inside chalet with the boys playing xbox while everyone was down they barbequing again. typical fana ryte? here some random pics.
see, fida stress already. chicken frenzy!! =D
Madness people and pillow fight!!
Us four. me,mk and jan - marshmallow lover!
I pity this dude. He was smacked, bash and kicked harshly. After those trauma, he was raped endlessly by girls. Like us. I feel for him..
ok than. i gtg. gonna be stay home sunday for today. the shows on every channel are sizzling hot! it make me go tralala. =)
Oh yea, ill reply to ya tag next time okae. =) confused. hahaa.
bitch classmate
21 December 2005 10:55 pm
You fuckhead classmate of mine. You think you are one of the top you can criticise 4 of us?The one who didnt eventually when to sec5? Act bigshot. Oh yes, you get to the next great party which is sec5. and you think your words cant be known by us. I got real friends who told me larh okae. So much for being a seraphic girl who seats in class and do their work. Eh fuck larh okae? we people hate you Pretty outside. Dirty in the inside. Your gossips wouldnt put us people down okae. Egocentric maniac. =)
dead teen cat
10:38 pm
Too big to be called a cat.too small to be called a kitten. The thought of seeing a teenage cat who u played with when you are eating while it was under your table sounds cute. moreover when it was being pampered and rolling around. It was stil small and not knowing anything.Than it goes off and cross and standing in the middle of the road. Bam!! It got hit by the lorry and off all its intestine goes squishing out. Its still move around in shock and -----. It when dead. I we he she they us them shouted. I was few feet away from the incidence. when back to mum's car. pass the intestine. saddening. bleak~
fail.
19 December 2005 8:50 pm
IAM ON CLOUD 0
never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game.
i get more than 10 pointers. so shut the fuck up.
thanks alot for the 20+ smses about my result. =) thanks ain shereen yuhtee ridhwan idah iman malyna phauz mary mahathir hafiz tiq setriana saidi and all my cuzs and aunts for the advice. and afiq for the really out of point advice. i donnt where i would turn to with you automatic people around. =)
i dont want to retake with next year sec4! =( THINK POSITIVE!
help me pass.
1:52 am
something random. byeBYE.
sweet 16
18 December 2005 12:59 pm
TO, sarah. phauz. mariam. malyna. fida. qila. hafiz. afiq.sofia. ally. tawfik. ridhwan. dan. marie garcia. denise. setriana. megan. ain. fina. lin. shereen. nadz. syukri. shaz. ain. zoolaa. dayana. diyana. zahiah. izat. idah. shahrul. misha. afiqah. din. yan. my cousin and lots more.
and of course HAYATI for sudden 12.00 sharp call. funny larh you. aiyoo. THANKS ALOT ALOT ALOT FOR ADVANCE AND 12+ WISHES.
Thanks alot okae.I mean i dont care how much or how many i got cause everyone, i lorve! yess. you! the one who wishes me. smile! cause i lorve you! haha. wth. lalaala. Thanks for the bday wish, bday calls, bday talk, bday msg, bday smses. I really appreciate it ALOT.
I already gotten 4 free seat tickets to watch caronicle of narnia on monday night. uncle give one larh.
and what a night to start with when astonvilla vs manutd. 0-2. roooney love!!!.
so, happy 16th birthday to me! and all i wish for, is a smile in my face when i see my result. not much this year. but it will do if you give. =P
mango salee!
16 December 2005 2:16 am
chalet partaying was great. i superly had fun. barbercue was madness. yusry and whoever he was with was 4 chalet away from me. i saw him, same as usual. Then there was the night cam whoring. crazy people. hahaa. cam-whore champion? pe jee. the food was yumyumyum. i half cook it okae. =p
then when out today with cuz and family. mango sales start today. super duper madness womens walking with hands full of cloth. tsktsk. never give chances. of course i bought some. i wanna buy again, since my clever sister says she only have $100 to pay up when i wanna buy some last-min clothing but ending up having $150 with her. grr. when snip-snapping. long time since i when to those machines. say two couple on the way. the common one and not the common one. nurul and t.d, emi and fiq s. so romantics. than go steeak eating. the fats are so indulging. for me uh. i want more steak !!!
happy 16th birthday to my gf's, SHEREEN !!! happy 16th birthday to me, in 1 more day. happy n's level result day, in 2 more day. eh, iam praying hard. miracles do happen. =)
reunite
13 December 2005 11:28 pm
RANDOM PICS
when reuniting. but end up with 5 person only. funny funny people. i love! =)
fun week
12 December 2005 12:14 am
oh i got the hot for ms iceland !!!!!
hello.hello. =D tgif, when super bowling. i love. weekend has been good too. going out out out.
yesterday watch 2hr, tribute to eddie guerillo. kinda over larh but watch for the hack of watching. total emotional breakdown.person i didnt use seing crying was really crying. ray mysterio.john cena. chris benoit. bigshow and everyone basically. kind of saddening uh. his humour and everything was never forgotten. whoa. iam talking wrestling. =D
this week. best week. i think? whoowhee. iam making alot of new friends. in and out. going out there. and going out here. and going out of singapore . and there was my birthday and there was my n level result. i pass, celebration. i fail, celebration .. -not. goodie goodie luck for me. =) iam all well and swell. oh yea, i think iam gaining a lil weight. but i dont think so cause i still look the same. the thought of being skinny gross me out. =S
iam missing people! alot of people. alot alot of people. than that mr ass was asking me for 2 straight days who i got the hots for and whose the best. aiyoyoo. and all other secrets was revealed. i mean, i nvr told anyone. i was forced. =X
oh yesyes, myspace is way way way way better than friendster. i made alot fo friends. kindda newbie but its way awesome than frienndster. slow laggy boring friendster. try look at mine. hahaa. credit to kendra for helping me. look and try!
beach bag
08 December 2005 5:47 am
January issue. free mermaid sister beach bag. nice rytee?haa.cause its free. than they was the reinvention tour 2006 and also musicology on hilary duff and how to be like her. like i dont cause shes not that great? excluding the hot bf of hers larh. but must get my hands on the december 1st. oh yea. pool was great. 7 of them.hahaa.liz and dan. you two people are an ass okae? ASS. =D
iam so fuck up with that fuck up benfica. dissapointed okae. confirm iam not the only one. yijun,tawfik and din also. manutd #1 fan. thanks to you manutd is out oh champion league and not even qualifying for eufa cup. 2-1. the referee is also fuck up. aiyoo. i mean look at beneffica played, one tackle and the time they took to get up was like wat 2-4 min? like wanna die like that. sengaje okae? seiously, i was shouting and swearing my ass off the tv. not fair. emotion breakdown over this matter.hah. eh i feel for those guys okae. rooney played his best larh okae. oh well, manutd probably giving chances to beneffica. o_O iam still loving manutd and old trafford thou except the part where they will be nomore manuntd on those matches. grr. oh btw, girls, soccer is nice okae. if you took the time to appreciate it.
fana. bored. lazy.
07 December 2005 2:32 am
i absolutely have nothing to do. super lazy to wake up and super lazy to bath. been spending my days watching 10hr of tv and eating my ass off and going online. dont bother going exercising. it bring the crap out of me. life an ass okae. please someone ask me out? i wanna go library which i miss doing so. iam running out of books to read. anyone? and i wanna go boarders. iam in love with that place.the books,mag and cd's there are super fantastic. or go cam whoring or something. and shopping. anyone?! =X
fine,Its early in the morning,only source of entertainment is the tv.i love alias larh okae.morning shows are the best.striperella is frreaking nice too. 11.30. must watch people.pg thou. but luckily fik online. someone to talk to. zahiah also.hah.crazy2. been blog/fresnter/myspace hopping. It was okae i guess. aiyoo. faster2 3.30 then ends at 5.30. duh, soccer. sleeping late again. oh well, school holiday beb. oh well, liverpool vs chelsea. and 2morow manutd.cool cool. its not like iam going out the next day or anything ryte. so might as well sleep at 6am and wake up 2-5pm in the afternoon. trust me,i cant even be bothered to make up the bed. last time i did that was when? hari raya? what ya expect, fana. hahaaa. pemalas nak mampos. oh yea, i still haven bathe. haha. =D
london pls
04 December 2005 1:32 am
oh oh. cradle of filth at london forum on 3rd dec and lamb of god at astoria on 6th dec. any helicopter to take me down london? pretty please?!
and the best thing is. atreyu will be playing on the taste of chaos tour next year. can i meet this super cool but super scary people?!
doddle fuckhead
12:06 am
shit larh. i cant help it hating myself when iam being suck a doddla doddli fuckhead. It paranoid me so much that being successful is a makfuckingoption for me but failures not. And you knoe what bugs me the most? when someone try to make me feel me again. oh, please dont.You are not fucking helping me a single bit. And please dont tell me not to use the word fuck. Its already set permanently in MY dictionary. get it? =)
January issue. free mermaid sister beach bag. nice rytee?haa.cause its free. than they was the reinvention tour 2006 and also musicology on hilary duff and how to be like her. like i dont cause shes not that great? excluding the hot bf of hers larh. but must get my hands on the december 1st. oh yea. pool was great. 7 of them.hahaa.liz and dan. you two people are an ass okae? ASS. =D