i'm a tees & flip flop kind of person. a writer, at some point. i live, eat, breath sports & i don't give a dirty shit about your perfectly manicured nails & your two layer cake make up.
yes, i'm stubborn, rude, deceitful, aggressive and a critic. if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
iam not stupid and you know it. i got eyes to see and ears to hear. stop pretending everythings alrite. when you people know its never is.
fyi, the so call 'exam challenge' was only for 4 of us. so whats the big deal if we fight like fuck over marks? its not your problem at all. its us.
& the term childish is just an understatement. we're just doin something a human does to challenge themselve, to study, score and get an even higher marks. is that illegal? next time, think before you even use the word.
iam sick and tired of this. you just mess with my mental health.
its better if i just go ahead and smile, over those idiotic sign/body language.
& iam not a show off. please.
iam begging you. what have i done? tell me.
27 September 2006 9:34 pm
today was prolly the worst. 5 period of pure history. 4 period of math. iam seeing too much algebra and sbq.
it was that moment of time where i feel so screwed with chem yet again. how can i get A2 for prelim and suddenly an F9 for prep exam. but wtf lah eyh.
and we had a fight in class with the guys. like pig kan they circle my prelim 80 marks big big.
and they just wrote there, "nenek aku buat tutup satu mata pon lagi bagos ah." muke satu2 macam nak kene sepak tau.
haha. we were scolding each other thru letter. like merepek. it was so immatured of us. & right when it was break time, i got a hard smack on the head with the long ruler by zul. 2 time! iam waiting for that particular ball grabbing moment. mcm siak.
& teo need a pinch in the boobs. seriously. like always. & pure history paper is next monday. GREAT. & that baywatch wannabe cacat guy making me sick. he irritate the hell out of today. haha ok. jahat sak. the feeling is so so sickening.
its not even fun when iam not fasting but didnt really get to eat. while the guys who step puase just eat like no one business.
& hiding phone in between ur boobs and force open the cardridge, to hide ur hp is so menyusahkan okae. class caning should happen today but it didnt. thank god.
mr yeo was forever pyschotic. today was even more worst. lol. he made us shout like fuck. a promise that we would our our best nxt week. then when we when outside class. everyone was looking at us. they thought as thou we were scolded. but instead we burst into laughter.
than agina, iam sick of 10/4 yrs series again and again and again. gahh. wish me luck . ok byee.
24 September 2006 7:43 pm
i felt so screw up. no matter how hard i try, i cant study. like ever.
& i cant fast. i have my period today. and you know what that means? my next period will be the last week of puase. which is hari raye! oh super duper fun. not. baju kurung and bloody pussy is just not my thing.
let 2oct be tomorrow. i want to get it fuck over with. and i just cant stand the trauma and dramatic acts of some people.
you are a fag you fucking pervert.
21 September 2006 9:48 pm
so i spend my day not going to school. the whole evening on photoshop with fonts & brushes. & watch bring it on all or nothing for two time in a row. & then end up watching the break up. & now iam watching shes the man for like what? the 20th time ? i pretty much know the lines to that movie.
after two weeks of fasting. the fasting month wont be such a problem. and studying/exams has been sucking the fun out of me.
"so you play the beautiful game? bro? brother?brothers?"
wouldnt it be nice to be in the same soccer team wit ur own bf? like heaven sia. lol. ok merepek.
be back. ttyl.
18 September 2006 5:12 pm
dan, mahadir and nash was being bloody hell annoying throughtout yesterday match. i have to say that manutd did not play their best. but whatthaheck? theyre still the best! & leeman was being fucked up. i laugh like hell when o shea got the blame for something he didnt do. he give this what-have-i-done-wrong look. so its a 1-0 win. arsenal was zooming for all the 97min game.
emmanuel adebayor was at the very corner. & it was just a plain lucky shot! haha. okae and iam still not satisfied. urghh i hate you guys!
same goes to chelsea vs liverpool. 1-0. which of course, chelsea is expected to win. so no surprise there.
nuffsaid, prep exam is shit. and iam still not happy with my prelim result. and iam not happy with the condition iam in right now. seriously. & rev it up radio over in the canteen crack me up. i wan my pioneer back to do the job rather than kids can? ok bye.
17 September 2006 2:09 am
Message: put a cross if you have done it.
[x] I have read a book before [x] I have run more than 2 miles without stopping [ ] I have been to Canada. [x] I have been on some sort of sports team. [x] I have watched cartoons for hours before [x] I have tripped UP the stairs. [x] have fallen down an entire flight of stairs. [ ] have been snowboarding/skiing. [x] I have played ping pong. [x] I swam in the ocean. [ ] I have been on a whale watch. [x] I have seen fireworks. [x] I have seen a shooting star. [ ] I have seen a meteor shower. [x] I have almost drowned. [x] I have been so embarrassed I wanted to disappear. [x] I have listened to one cd over & over & overagain. [x] I have had stitch(es). [x] I have licked a frozen pole and got stuck there. [ ] I have stayed up til 6am doing homework/projects. [ ] I currently have a job. [x] I have been ice skating. [x] I have been rollerblading. [x] I have fallen flat on my face. [x] I have tripped over my own two feet. [x] I have been in a fist fight. [x] I have played videogames/com for more than3 hours straight. [x] I have watched The Power Rangers before. [ ] I do / have attended Church regularly. [x] I have played truth or dare. [x] I have already had my 16th birthday. [ ] I have already had my 17th birthday. [x] I've called someone stupid. And meant it. [x] I've been in a verbal argument. [ ] I've cried in school.. [ ] I've played basketball on a team. [x] I've played softball on a team. [ ] I've played football on a team. [x] I've played soccer on a team. [ ] I've done cheerleading on a team. [x] I've swam on a team. [x] I've been swimming more than 20 times in mylife. [x] I've bungee jumped. [x] I've climbed a rock wall before. [x] I've lost more than $20. [x] I've called myself an idiot [x] I've called someone else an idiot [x] I've cried myself to sleep [x] I've had (or have) pets. [x] I've owned a Spice Girl's Cd or tape. [x] I've owned a Britney Spears cd [ ] I've owned an N*Sync cd [x] I've owned a Backstreet Boys cd [x] I've mooned someone [x] I've sworn at someone in authority [x] I've been in the school newspaper / insights. ( [x] I've been on TV [x] I've eaten sushi. [x] I've been on the other side of a waterfall [ ] I've watched all of the Lord of the Rings movies. [ ] I've watched all the Harry Potter movies. [x] I've watched the 3 Stooges at least once. [x] I've watched "Newlyweds" Nick & Jessica. [x] I've watched Looney Tunes before. [x] I've been stuffed into a locker.(does science lab cupboard counts?!) [ ] I've been called a geek. [x] I've studied hard for a test and got a badgrade. [x] I've not studied at all for a test and acedit. [x] I've met a celebrity / music / TV artist. [x] I've written poetry. [ ] I've been arrested [x] I've(had) been attracted to someone much older than me [x] I've been tickled till I've cried [x] I've tickled someone else until they cried [x] I've had / have siblings [x] I've been to a rock concert [x] I've listened to classical music and enjoyed it [x] I've been in a play [ ] i've been picked last in gym class [x] I've been picked first in gym class or so [ ] Ive been picked in that middle-range in gymclass. [ ] I've cried in front of my friends [x] I've read a book longer than 1,000 pages [x] I've freaked out over a sports game [ ] I've vomited in public [x] I've washed someone else vomit [x] I've ran away [x] I've had a stalker [x] I've had a fight with someone on txt [x]I've had a fight with someone face-to-face [ ] I've been in a car accident [x] I've forgiven someone who has done something bad to me [x]I've personally seen someone die [x]I've been confronted by a police officer but gotaway [x]I've(had)lost someone who meant the world to me
that is very random. its early in the morning and iam bored. iam seating here having movie marathon, and mcspicy and a carton of milk on the desk. yes, i drink from the carton itself. so what?
& bowl at chevron was good. eventhou i got like 100-120 point. bad luck. i always get nine all the way. my bro has been approach by this big instructor. he said that bro played good and has the skill. & yes, everyone in my family use curve ball. except for me. haha. =D
& iam not sick of watching shes the man.
16 September 2006 4:55 pm
i just spend my afternoon watching VMAs. it was alright.
A.F.I won best rock. avenged sevenfold won best new artist. panic! at the dico won video of the year.
i guess the only best performance was from beyonce? ok whatever.
so anyway, yesterday we had out movie marathon. we watch slither, oh boy aqilah was shouting like mad. than little man and then shes the man.
they were still alot more new cd that we didnt get to watch. & i got home at 8pm. in uniform. did i tell u i so hate the uniform? ok yes i did.
so later on going bowling. yet again. iam so gonna get 150+ like last week. chey. haha.
14 September 2006 5:41 pm
not posting any bad feelings for the previous post.
i got busted today. really really busted. i was asleep and mr yeo was, "FARHANA! NEXT QUESTION" i was being bloody hell sotong. to send should be change to sent. i accidentally said sended.
like WTF? sended is not even the correct grammer? the whole class was laughing. it was tormentingly very shameful. i dindt thought of sent at the 1st place. damn.
& the guys was being an asshole. they were being such bigmouth . they were like, "fana going to be SENDED by ___ today." and on and on and on and on. aiyoh.
school has been pretty much okae. & yesterday cohort phototaking was like shit. i had my most fakest smilee on. i cant be happy when 200+ of the students, was looking. like really really looking. i just dont favour it. especially when it took, almost 3 damn hour.
what a small world. i know alot of people, whom i just know that they know people, from the school. after all this while. i need a smack in the head.
12 September 2006 3:35 pm
lets just say, i just met my social target today. since term 1, now then i manage to get them going.
going to the gym everywek for p.e is a bore ok? & have been wanting the girls to play a SPORT. tak sporting lah ok? haha.
so anyway, i taught them softball. it was confusing for them, but it was ok. so since we have pe for our class ONLY. i thought of having the whole class to join along. i mean, why not? haha.
i really really wanna play soccer. the girls are not interested, & they are just too much guys. its so not fair.
i think i can go crazy with the guys. i prolly made alot of faces at them. ALOT. & iam not ashame of that lah. haha.
& iam going for night study later. last year was at the library. but this year over in the canteen. oh hell, no airconditioner.
butbutbut for short, i just love night study.
my prelim is a dissapointment. thats all. at least i got A2 for chem&phy?
talking to fauzah right now. make me miss her even more. if not, now she would be calling nonstop, asking whether iam free or not. =(
12:14 am
i spend my whole afternoon/nite/morning on myspace. since msn was down for like forever.
its just so fun lah. & i have no idea how the hell my bro know whose naufal is, when we spotted him on tv. he was shock too. hes pri5. PRI5! i think i can go one forever and ever chatting with everyone. this is life. i love online world. very much thank you. theres school! & i think i can die.
ok whatever. be right back.
07 September 2006 11:01 pm
we were jumping for joy when paul was eliminated. he was a crybaby. make that double joy. both paul & joakim, those pieholes are out. they fucking shiet cant sing and and its only the facial futures that make girls go vavavoom. thats just doesnt make sense. whores. & hady is stopping by siglap tomorrow, his ex secondary school. cool ey.
so the nadia's are sleeping over our house, since the mother having her teacher's day dinner. they are just adorable okae. we were sembayang-ing just now. after prayer, dina doa2 but she mengankong. i couldnt help but laugh. sooo super cute. dah lah kecik. haha.
do you know that cassie cant sing? i know you know. the me&you song has been popular. we were youtube-ing & her live singing was tremendously extremly horrible. it was bad. the backup singer sings louder than her. you cant even hear a single word coming out from her mouth. & her remix me&you video. she was being fucking cheesy. a sexy sex video? urgh. paris can do it better. this philipino women can inside the same with ciara. iam sooo posting the video la. lol. i suddenly hate her. and so, iam still sticking to alternative & post hardcore.
& the kids are watching mr bean the movie than scary moive 2 later on at the living room right now. confirm tak leh tido. and its so chaotic. i need a room to breath.
1) she totally cant sing at ALL. she just screw her 1st live performance. 2) the song is ok. the video is fucked up especially de last part. turnoff.
04 September 2006 7:26 pm
i was studying for my social studies when the news it me hard on the face. i was filled with confoundment when i heard the death of steve irwin, after a sting blow in the heart from a stingray during shooting.
i mean, hes the best crocodile hunter and television environmentalist ive known. now i feel pitiful for his wife and 2kids. & for ppl who dot know this, go see the news more often ok.
& i need to revamp my wardrobe. i need new stuff!
oh well, iam sick of tees with jeans. iam not a girly girl you know. sighh.
03 September 2006 1:43 am
its going to be a month since i updated. oh well, the com has at last been fixed. & so alot of things has been going on.
of course teacher day was as shit as ever. i still remember 3year ago. when mrs teo was around. the teachers was performing for us and after break we had movie marathon in the hall with no teachers. it was basically the slackers day ever. i still remembered lying my ass off on baizurah's and goofy would bring dead pest inside the hall and throw it to the lower sec and they would scream like some sissy. i miss those days. mr ong just sucks maximumly.
i didnt end up going over to gongshang pri nor did shafizah, liyana and the rest of the guys. i was overjoyed after saying hi to everyone. i was so bored in class and the sign of dirah and her dearest bf just made my day. & so i sms her right away. haha. i bought mdm suliha a mini brownie in a mini box with mini writings. i hate giving it alone lah. i prefer saying it from the whole class. she was touched. after school i get to catch up almost with farhan, azri, fairoz, afiq s, fasha, aisha, reeny, rudy, jafni the chinese girls and boys and almost everyone who was there which was way too much. i just miss them.
so anyway. ill just end up with the most special speacial event that took place. i cant post it one by one. so i just took half of it in one go. so yeaa enjoy!
we had lotsa fun camwhoring. fauzah, mariam, fana, fida. oh i so love us. haha.
than we had the class pit which was a success. & thanks mahathir & zul for holding me tight. the matrep was being antisocial. so watever.
& the blood and tears of sending fauzah off to aus. dear nurul fauzah, when you are back in 4-5yrs time, i will never forget that youre our most selenge fren ever.
02 September 2006 11:17 pm
HAPPY SECOND BIRTHDAY TO MY ONE AND ONLY, MUHD ANAQI IZ-ED-DIN ! MY LOVE CUTIEPIE. MY NO. ONE FAN.
