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i'm a tees & flip flop kind of person. a writer, at some point. i live, eat, breath sports & i don't give a dirty shit about your perfectly manicured nails & your two layer cake make up.

yes, i'm stubborn, rude, deceitful, aggressive and a critic. if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.

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31 December 2007 3:20 am


happy new year.

happy 16th birthday to my sister(:
sadly, shes the one who look bigger&older than me.
but still, it pretty suck being born on the last day of the year.
haha. padan muke.

It was an upsetting 2007 for me and it particularly bought a major downfall on my life. Somehow, I want to be able to write so much better than I do. So much better than I think I do in my mind. So much better than I now think possible. Sometimes I feel like I’m living a lie, begging to become better at something I hardly practice at. I’m not really a writer, I just pretend to be. Like everything in my life, I manipulate the truth until it is appealing, until it's what my life should be.

It’s almost the start of a new year, and I hate new years resolutions but if there was one thing I would try to promise myself is to stop pretending. In more than just writing, in what I say I am, in what I would like to be, and in what I show people.

Maybe then I can cope with reality.
Happy New Year everyone.



30 December 2007 8:22 pm


K.L

the previous week, after aidil'adha, we head down KL for a short break which was worthwhile. & it was pretty funny since all of us enjoyed walking from mall to mall shopping without actually shopping. get it? in my case, i only manage to get myself some pretty hot lingeries(ha ha) and thats it, basically. We went to sunway lagoon and damn, it's been long since we step in there. everything look a lot different for sure. & managed to catch the eye on malaysia yet again.


prolly the cutest m'sian baby of all time.










SUNWAY.





kenny rogers is the shit.



eye on malaysia.


inside the ride itself.







one hell of a holiday(:

29 December 2007 12:45 am


hari raya aidil'adha







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12:10 am


18th december.

had my birthday and my parent's anniversary dinner over at Sakura.

27 December 2007 11:59 pm


deepest condolences,

R.I.P BENAZIR BHUTTO.
Whom was assassinated today in a homicide attack. She was to be Pakistan's hope and to bring stability & peace to the area. A powerful & influential figure in which the establishment obviously saw her as a major threat. The world is so unfair. She is a brave woman who face immanent death in order to bring peace. It's really unfortunate that more school girls see Britney and Lindsay as role models & have no idea who this woman is. Really.

2:02 am


here's to the best punchline ever


life is a lopsided trampoline
so the best it can do is
throw you wild to a joke.

18 December 2007 12:06 am


post-birthday weekend.

what ya know? I'm finally 8teen y'all =DD

so anyway i had a great post birthday weekend. on Saturday, my mom, siblings and i managed to catch Alvin and the chipmunks for free over at vivo. that movie was insanely adorable and Theodore fatness makes me crazy! then we walked around and i end up getting myself a couple of tops from gaps and forever21.

& finally on Sunday, i had my birthday chalet with the family and it turns out as planned. the food was scrumptious and everyone was digging in. sadly, i bought along the scv set&cables, in hopes that we could actually watched the two most important match of the season there but it did not worked out. so around nine, all the soccer fanatics stop by my cousin's house to watch the match while the others stayed. & i swore that was the most intense 93min match of my life. manutd defence, dang. it was too good. & after that we managed to catch Asian Idol. hady winning? (-__-") well, i totally didn't see that coming. & after that we catch the other most boring match. haha. ok don't whacked me. well, it would be the perfect icing on a cake for the night if arsenal actually lose but ohwell. the match finally ends at 2am and we went back to the chalet by 3am which was a sucker because we had to wake up early the next morning and everyone knows I'm neverrrrrr the morning person. I'm sorry but 10am is just too early. haha.

















chocolate cheesecake. omgomg