i'm a tees & flip flop kind of person. a writer, at some point. i live, eat, breath sports & i don't give a dirty shit about your perfectly manicured nails & your two layer cake make up.
yes, i'm stubborn, rude, deceitful, aggressive and a critic. if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
The place was windy and beautiful and well, i think we looked beautiful. For someone who often has been wearing jeans, It was an irony that I had to be reminded to close my legs, this and that because of the skirt that I was wearing. Obviously I failed, again. Ohwell, shoot complete. Editing complete. One happy production! :D
Barack & Michelle Obama First Dance at the Neighborhood Ball. Definitely one of my favorite moments of the day.
The last dance for the night.
Staying awake the whole morning was worth it. Won't be posting any inauguration speech here as it is too long. But the speech, parade and the neighborhood ball was definitely beyond epic.
17 January 2009 4:24 pm
I always spent my whole life staking the value of it on my dreams. But how would I handle it if the sheer amount of effort that just comes from living completely outweighed my dreams? Like what if I became like someone dreaming of becoming a ballerina when the sun is going to burn out in a year? Not like I'm trying to predict things completely falling apart in the coming years. But I'm just left to think and feel like an asshole of all the times I pretentiously looked down on the general population of people who never pursued a true level of happiness for themselves. Feeling like maybe they just didn't know what they were really in love with or just didn't have the drive to try to do it. But no. Now when I really think about it. Maybe a lot of them knew exactly what they wanted and their circumstances just weren't going to ever give them the chance to do it. And in some ways they are stronger than I am because they learned to be okay with that and I don't know if I ever could.
I'm always in awe of certain types of people. Sociopaths, Fascists, and various types of people that somehow just can't understand some of the most basic human emotions. Not that I admire them, I just am in awe of how some concepts just can't get mixed into their thought process. Like if you were having a conversation with Adolf Hitler about love or have a conversation with someone like George W. Bush about empathy. It's like mixing oil and water. And yet this basic idea of life that society has. You get a career cause your mother needs to be proud of you. You marry a man because he represents you fairly well. You save all your money so you can go home and watch television till you fall asleep. I mean, maybe life has a lot more meaning than that to some people. But for most people, they simply do not have the time to wonder if their lives have meaning or not. They are too busy just living. And for the life of me, I don't have any clue how people do that. I just can't fathom a life without a meaning that I dig for everyday. I don't understand that. Maybe if I was born in some shittier place then maybe I could buy more into the whole concepts of people that never ever expect to ever find happiness in their lives. It just feels to me like life is a sport. And if you weren't going to try to score then why would you even fkin play to begin with?
-------------------- Edit// that's what happens when you're not too selfish, Tevez. Natural order is definitely restored! We're back on top!
12 January 2009 11:45 pm
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Liverpool, beware. The champions of England, Europe and the world are back in business. Great Game! & Drogba really should just bury himself alive, seriously.
The two day wedding event was amazing. Kak Shikin was beautiful. It was beyond words. Decoration, entertainment & catering wise. Spectacular. The rest of the picture is as usual, in the link above.
New year celebration was great. Suppose to celebrate it with some friends but impossible as usual. That's what you get for having a sister who was born on the 31st December! Everything was a success and well, I guess I was lucky to get some awesome presents too even though my birthday was long gone. There were mostly videos of the celebration so watch it! Haha. More pictures under the link.
