i indeed receive multiple comments by alot of people.

did not attend the first day of school. my weekend turn out horrible. after eating a whole lot of craps during the night before i end up suffering from gastric flu in the morning. i totally have to blame the kupang for this. knn. this wasnt the usual flu that i was use to but the kind where it makes you live in misery and torment you in many ways like as if you're pregnant women being cut in the stomach slice by slice and having to witness your own slow and torturous death. ok that was so random (=_=') it got so bad that i was send to the hospital in the middle of 4 in the morning since i vomitted for like the 20th time in a day (even by drinking alone makes me puke) well, it was just horrible. & yes, the comments made. the classmates thought i was sufferring from bullimia since they told me i became fucking thin and small and since i told them about the multiple vomitting session. haha. & akmal who no nuts called me an aneroxic bitch. in case you people forgot, i have feelings too ok? but on the bright side, he did force me to eat more? & things like this makes me loss even more of my self-esteem.

back when i was still young, i thought even when i sleep late, waking up in the afternoon would replace the late night hours and the longer i sleep, the more the eye bags would then disappear. & this holiday have made me sick to the stomach. yea iam a f. nocturnal when the holiday starts to sink in. iam the walking definition of the Internet. i procrastinate alot when it comes to doing my assignments but luckily iam only left with one. & to think that june is going to be over in a week time, i only left with two month to actually concentrate and have an intensive self-revision all by myself. & i doubt i could handle the whole 'intensive' thing. the house is always in mayhem. screaming, kissing and boobies-touching kids all over.

& iam sorry i cant attend later on in the evening. the whole event isn't really my kinda thing. its more towards my siblings. yea i donno why but the brother knew the whole song/rap to 'this is why why iam hot'. i really mean all of it. rapping to this song is a MUST when we are in the car. urgh, tell me about it =/

the chalet turn out really awesome. the activities turn out great & i really had a wonderful time. everyone was spontaneously involve and passer-by actually stop by just to see what the hell we were doing. it was overall a successful father's day evening. spend most of the late morning on the beach the next day. entertain the lil ones most of the time and manage to have a blast. & somehow i swam. it was pretty much embarrassing especially when a whole lot of under 21 home united players whom we saw running lap on the beach came to take a dip in the pool. omg. they were fit as shit. when they finally left, Danial and i actually was actually looking and he kept saying, 'eh ni tak hot je. yang itu hot.' i was like oh ohkay.. ok so right after swimming some laps and played with the lil ones, my body was in deep cramp right when we went back to the chalet. i was in a horrible state. but after a quick game of tennis i was feeling rather ok after that. but sadly we did not get to sleep on the second night and the lil ones was still in confusion on why everyone was leaving and not sleeping. haha.

I'll post the pictures together with the outing i had with the girls to fort canning and stuff. =D i think once i grew up I'll end up being a councillor or something. cause right now, iam damn fucking good at it. hey, i just mend two souls with broken and depress heart yaw.

today was ok except for the fact that i leave vivo empty handed and that pisses me off and was on the verge or crying my eyes out (-____-") because everything that i heads over heels for was right in front of my face. i cant wait to work and earn money because by then i can spend like fuck and no one in the world can stop me so. when queensway afterwards and both the siblings bought themselves black hoodies while i end up with a pink puma hoodies. it was awesome. but i dont care, i still have my eyes on the items that i want. so i have to safe money like crazy to get what i want. & to make matters worst, my family is never a big fan of shopping. yikes. tell me how?

&& i cant wait for the family cum father's day chalet tomorrow!
especially the foooood! homemade sushi! BBQ! pastries! omg.

ok i cant believe iam sucking honey in the middle of the morning.

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after the whole online conference session with fau, mary, fasha and the whole lot of guys, i suddenly miss having them around the school. i miss seating around the corridors with them and talk bullshit with the girls while the guys sit near the piano, which of course did not exist anymore. i miss going crazy and how rude the guys was every time they tease me about my height and my weight =/ & the conference was so merepek and out of motive and when me, fau, ray, rudy and farhan was the last one standing, we made plan to safe up some money and visit fau in Australia. which does not cost alot if you ride on one of those budget airlines. oh well, we will see. ain't this exciting! =D ok & guess who just send me a message on friendster? hahaa. the silly sec 1 and 2 classmate of mine, firdaus! hahahaha. talking about old times. old, old times.