i'm a tees & flip flop kind of person. a writer, at some point. i live, eat, breath sports & i don't give a dirty shit about your perfectly manicured nails & your two layer cake make up.
yes, i'm stubborn, rude, deceitful, aggressive and a critic. if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
What does the first thing that comes to you mind when it comes to a wedding first dance? Slow, romantic, melodramatic songs? yeayeayea. But nothing can go wrong with baby got back and robot dance right? Pretty wicked. Imagine if they use soulja boys as first dance song. Damn. Even more wicked for sure. I cant wait for my own first dance. HAHA.
27 January 2008 2:30 am
Love.
This has been really fulfilling. Firstly, i would like to congrats both Atiqah and Shafiq for having their names up on screen for those multiple distinctions. Its really amazing having to be there with your juniors during their very first day in school (sadly i was a peer support leader and councillor back then, you see) and i mean it if i said i still remembers each and every one of their small-still-no-pimples slumber faces and seeing them grow and leaves school after 4years with tremendous academic results was just amazing. Same goes to the rest who did extremely well. Congratulations. Robot brains i tell you. Haha.
I did pretty good myself but for right now, i desperately need a new plan. And for my classmates who I've known for just two years, never stop chasing for what you have been wanting because in life, its never too long or too late for success. Come on, everyone knows that. That's what everyone needs, a plan. The thing about plan is that there don't take to an account the unexpected. So when we are throwing a curve ball either in the O.R or in life we have to improvise. Of course, some of us are better at it than others. Some of us just has to move on to plan B and make the best out of it. What we want is exactly what we need. Get it?
But sometime, what we need is a new plan.
22 January 2008 12:21 am
ain't it crazy how you think you've got your whole life planned, just to find that it was never ever in your hands.
18 January 2008 1:52 pm
Manage to send dad of to Thailand for the asean para games 08 together with the rest of the athletes yesterday as early as 6.30am. Hopefully they won something for the country. & with dad being away till the 27th, i have the scv cable all to myself in my room. damn. i dont mind being in my room all day, everyday baybeh.
17 January 2008 1:16 am
Juno
This movie depict pregnancy hilariously. Ellen page is an amazing actress.
'You shoulda gone to China. You know, 'cause I hear they give away babies like free iPods. You know they pretty much just put them in those t-shirt guns and shoot them out at sporting events'
14 January 2008 1:56 am
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i'm afraid i could lie. it's the hardest part, trying to tell myself this is what i want. something in me is all up in arms and i just want somebody to wrap me up & take me out to reassure my skin what's alive. there's too many layers between myself and strangers & i think i'd be much more comfortable without them. i believe we'd all be a lot more honest without them.
well what makes you a good person doesn't make you a good man. you & i are sitting in two opposing stands. your fans want to taste you, they need to touch you to feel real & i am not so different then all of them. no i am not different than them. so write the words about me that you never had the heart to speak. i am not so different than all of them. i needed to feel your skin move about around me. i wanted to consider you could be real.
but it is not too early for all the what ifs. well what if i was your mother in disguise. this is not too early to wonder what could have been. what if i was the one you could learn to love. what if you were just born blind.
just something i learn from my past unfruitful experience
12 January 2008 11:59 pm
Openess
Life has been pretty unfair but I'm not allowed to complain about it since this is where and what i choose to do. I have no regrets over the unproductive daily routine of mine which is sleeping, eating, TV, laptop and workout because i manage to gain some weight especially on the stomach area ( but my arms still as bony as hell. damn) & I'm extremely happy about it. Oh mom look! no more bony guitar-like ribcage! hahaha.
Manage to stop by NYP and SP on Thursday with lizz and juni. Its been awhile since I've seen this two. It was pretty hectic and intense. I swear unlike NYP, SP is so uncoordinated and have no one to so called 'wash eyes' at. haha. Then, we had our late dinner at Popeye's. Those chicken and mash potatoes. aaah dammn.
Upon ain's request, i manage to dragged my ass and lizz's ass off to TP today. Lizz only went for an hour and has to go off due to work. I actually spend the whole afternoon with ain. I still cant believe we dance to 'crank that' which was blasting loudly on the stereo, in the middle of the pavilion. Damn. Since it was raining heavily, the rugby match between RP and ITE was postponed and so we, together with ain's friends and teammates, manage to only catch the finals between TP and SP. It was pretty awesome for the fact that it was my first time watching such match over at TP itself. It was pretty funny because groups from other courses came around and did some majorly insane cheering and all ain have to say was, "oh ana btw, unlike them, we sport mans don't cheer". hahaha. & oh TP lose. But they were good btw. & oh, didn't i tell you male athletes just turns me on? especially went they get down and dirty? haha. ok good, now you know(: After that, there was jam&hop which was so... blah,boring. & after standing there with ain for about 10min i was like, " ok, NEXT!" & so we headed home.
Somehow, weekend gigs has lost its glam on me. Weekend soccer still will does it for me tho. this morning match. cantwaitcantwait!
08 January 2008 5:04 pm
really-outdated-out-of-the-century pictures.
Ok well, not really. This was a month ago in celebration of my birthday, the gf's birthday and for those december babies birthday, get what i mean?
17th december
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18th december.
in collaboration of mine, anwar & zaini 18th birthday.
afiq: cool eh, dah 7 years and we're still standing strong. (-___-")
07 January 2008 1:32 am
The growing years of Nadia Irdina and Anaqi Iz-Ed-Din.
A screenshot from the actual video.
last aidil'adha
Anaqi first day as a nursery student.
hahaha. bowl hair sia.
& Irdina first day as a K1 student.
02 January 2008 6:35 pm
Sum up.
Its been three month and damn, have I been doing nothing. Literally, nothing. Serious!
But i did something productive during the past holiday. 1)Done with Heroes season 2 2)Done with Greys Anatomy season 3 & 4 3)Done with Desperate Housewives season 4 4)Done with AmericanNextTopModel season 9 4)Almost done with Gossip Girls season 1 (hurry up US! bring out ep. 12 already!)
& that sums up my end of year holiday baybeh. hahaha. i'm such a dork.
4:45 pm
New Year's Eve Countdown.
On 31st december, the family decided to try something new for new year's eve cum sister's 16th birthday. Instead of the same ol' same ol' fireworks, we decided to have the countdown party over at the ice skating ring. I had a blast and kudos to the cousins who manage to skate for the first time. & im so sorry to those who i can't go countdown party with.
moral of the story: never be too confident =/
At the same time, the bowling alley, which was one level below, was also having their own countdown party and i swear it was one hell of a fiesta. The music was so loud and the whole area was filled with darkness. It was pretty funny went you see people everywhere bowl and dance at the same time. Even the workers was shaking their booties.
