i'm a tees & flip flop kind of person. a writer, at some point. i live, eat, breath sports & i don't give a dirty shit about your perfectly manicured nails & your two layer cake make up.
yes, i'm stubborn, rude, deceitful, aggressive and a critic. if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
I LOVE SAHARA HOTNIGHTS !!! There the best rock band i know so far. NOT simply a girl band. hear hot night crash. nicelicious. x]] Its either them or the faders. muahaha. the donnas also. but those are classic. Owh well. I simply adoree them. *screams*
And of course UMAR !! specially from london. ok i love him okae. or can i say i love every babies and toddlers that i have known.muahaha. He get me addicted to thomas and friends songs and his english is simply adorable. Ok maybe when iam writing this, someone will be reading this soooner or later before he goes to san diego! near oc eh? nyahaha. someone like my cousin. or can i say his father?? hahaa. be proud. ur son is being showcast. *winkz* i just love ur company. and yes if ure reading this in silence, ur son has just been kissed by dina. kiss on teh lips. =p
MERDEKA
30 August 2005 12:19 pm
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY TO M'SIA. MERDEKA. CAN I NOT GO SCHOOL TOMORROW AND NOT TAKE THE AWARD. I WANNA HAVE MY OWN PUBLIC HOLS AND CELEBRATE ALSO. WHUTDAHACK.. N YEA HISTORY STUDENT. WATCH M'SIA CHANNEL. THEY SHOWING OUT THE PAST OF THEIR COUNTRY. U KNOW. EVERY YOU LEARN BOUT STATE OF EMERGENCY IN THE TEXTBOOK IS ALL SHOWN. THEN THE UMNO AND THE BRITISH. IF YOU KNOW THE BOOK WELL THEN YOU KNWO THAT THE WHOLE TOPIC IS IN THEY. opps. soz. really. i can pass history this way. about umno and mca and mic n about gurney and the communist n templer the reids commision. muahaha. heck. just go find.wait.watch. its useful. no school. no paper. but still have to stop by for the cca award thingy at 1.30. nyahahas. people watch me tomorow. *winkz*
boohoo.
29 August 2005 5:41 pm
People busy studying for prelim and here i am. At the beach. muahaha. So much for the studying trip guys. Happy be;ated bday zul.
Jangan jealous larh phauzah. Lol.
Its been a long time since i eat bday cake at 10.
Got home late. Scolding as pernormal. At least i go for reasonable reason. not like i go out and memotek or somethign ryte.ishh. So today was my last and final paper. History. 2 and a half hour and still not enough time. How great is tat. Chemistry was easy but its me myself who make it more difficult. I admit i did not study. People who are online you know. *winkz* lol. So ok, sunshiners all go for studies. I dont feel like. My cuz from oversea came by anywway. Muahaha. That umar cant then this umar here also can arh. small and cute. not tall. slang lagi. hah. No enjoyment yet. Nest week n level. N LEVEL. goshh. can i skip all this shit? x]] n iam still enjoy the time fo my life. woo.
i lovve.
26 August 2005 9:42 pm
Ms khoh b'day party. Kena kick out from school but its still succesful. I lorveee.
math n eng paper 2. dont ask. Dont ask about anything related to prelim. I did badly okae. Hear atreyu and marilyn manson and avenged sevenfold songs. i likeeee!!!I've been studying. muahaha. miracles. At last pimple stress came out.lol. Been realese eaely for prelim but always go home late as usual. Stupid i know. So nazri bday. muahaha. design soil man and soil lady tshirt. since its his anniversary too. we made him shirt with a heart and painted pic of him n his wife at the front and a large pic of him n srufboard at the back. My cuz fren amek this card made of acrylic. NICEEE. Then my cuz mom, my aunt give him 2 perfume for him n his wife. Lucky arh he. I told ya he will be touched.muahaha. alot of things happen. word been spreading around tkss about me. freaks. you donno me then dont judge me. dont label me.i dont mind cause u donno me and since you a bunch of my sis frens. And hu say iam critizising ppl hu are low standard? me high standard? gimme a break ppl. iam living my life with no standards ok.all thanks to my dear sister. thank you for making this happen. muax. x]] urgh.
u rulee
24 August 2005 6:56 pm
HAPPY BDAY TO MS NICOLE KHOH AND CHAD MICHEAL MURRAY AND NAZRI,MY TUTION TEACHER TOO!!
muahaha.yayness. prelim screw up. only my classmate know how bad my situation is.Longzhen was laughing her ass out at me. owhh well. failure here i come. It was bad for a 1st paper.. One thing i like about my class is that no matter what situation we are in. especially with the freakin shafiee. we never let the teacher down. example like ms khoh. shucks.shucks.shucks. caught up in prelim that i forgotten the camera that i promise. wasteddddd. grr. but that was one of a hell bday party ever especially when we have th celebrate our teacher bday at the void decks. muahaha. i loike. n yea i got home at 6+ .. whic is 1 hour ago. so ok i sub my ngaji with tuition so iam off. bye bye. love you. dont wish me luck. no use. so save it okae. x]]
Owh please dont make me sick. pleasee.
23 August 2005 10:39 pm
So what,iam better off everyday,when iam standing in da puring rain,i dont mind,i think of u and everything alrite..i use to think i had it good but now i know that i misunderstood...
Ok my all time. favourite song has been up. Together with one sweet day. Had studying session today. It was ok. Kind of liek reunion cause it wasnt only us but the guys too. I had fun. my fuckup mp3 spoiled already.cant on. Phreak. So its time for new mp3 huh? lol. tats more i like it. Tnmorow prelim. Yucks. And of course ms ohoh bday. yayness. 2+ more hour huh. LOL. Ok i guess dont burn the midnight oil. I be freezing my ass out at hall tmorow. muahaha. assembly was supreme. meditate with zamree. lol. he was reading the girlosophy book of course. madness with all of them.that why i love seating infront with all those bunch of monkeys.hahas. ok i gtg. iam so dead i tell ya. ia gonna screw up i know. so dotn remidn me. x]]
To fana. wish you good luck for ur prelims and if you dont know. Just do anyhow okae. From,fana
period.shucks.
21 August 2005 11:57 am
Period.Period.PeriodShucks.Shucks.Shucks Got all over my bed. I never like period.Got madrasah. double shucks.Urghhhh. Thank god manu vs asto villa 1-0. Yayness and sarah sorry i did not turn up yesterday.I was engrossed watching bring it on again and something gotta give n so on with my cousin.You guess it. Plan to study but didnt. Whats wrong with me. 2 more freakin day. Iam soo not looking forward to it. And yes my mum say my face gaining fats. I know mostly girls dont like the idea of getting their face 'fatter' but my 1st reaction in front of my whole family.'Good urh! Gain more' Owhh well, understand my situation ppl. haha. ok bye. Got madrasah. at night got arsenal vs chelsea aniway. muahaha. o_O
muahaha
19 August 2005 10:24 pm
Yes mary. Thank me okae for the girlosophy book. Body.mind.soul. got 2 more. still haven touch yet.I know its very useful. dah baik tu i let u use it for like 3 days? muahaha. good luck with it babe. Today was fun. Indulge after school with phauz and mary at delifrance. muahaha. i still taste it till now. Then ryte we go mac and temat fida. then there this minah wannabe who has fashion crisis walk pass us. and guess wat?! she didnt zip up her zip pants! Freakin ambarrassing. Then when we sound her. she say. " ya ya... i knoww. " i know kepeee. uat malu jee! nk pakai concept gitu pon tk betul.Spent my whole afternoon in school with fida.i had fun actualli. i love staying back okae. fine soem ppl know why aniway.lol.When downtown with phauz. Freaking waste out time. But it was funny.No one at home anyway so enjoyy larh. and yea, someone gaining popularity. from whole school somemore. a guy tat expressionless and stoney who this year turn to talkative and cheeky ? muahaha. now everyone like him. like that i dont want arh. classmate dia pon semua dah prasan.tk best arh gitu. Hahaa. watever. 4 more days. boos.ok shes out.
Umph! Shafiq ask me to go gym.Then ajar me lift weight. He say like that terus takya bother with my skinny body. Dia cakap terus jadi macho. Hahaa. Tikuss tul. But great info and laughly chat thou. Let me get this... INFOO.as in INFORMATION? muahaha.
meditate people.
17 August 2005 11:46 pm
Its midnight.Yay.Stay up cause my cuz coming to take his stuff since his mom, my aunt got into the hospital just now. so no ngaji for them.Finish up my chem formula and tvv. School was ok. The mrlovedoctor has spoken out. who is he? muahaha. mr ridhwan.LOL. gd advise thou. aniway, stay out in class for 2 period during geog cause never bring book.It was fun.Very fun.Wate time writing dumb stuff for mary. and of for the last 35min.ME,fida,jin xian n stacy. we meditate. i mean since i lend the girlosophy book, its been useful. Meditate make your mind free.Serious.lol. we all did it. But jin xian make it look dumb and that make it nicer i guess. It was nicee. Should get punish more often.lol.Ok now niptuck and tru calling next.i like.ok bye.
dramaaa.
16 August 2005 10:52 pm
homework.revision.done none.not one.then? 20 hr of tv. how great is that? prelim and`n level in days more.argh. watever.
what if you get to spent your bday at town with 3 of the singapore idol finalist?Thats what shikin had. I know there are local but woah go out at thosee crowded town?
I think iam suffering from fake depression.Self disipline larh fana.I've not been studying at all. Get it? AT ALL. i just cant do it at home. argh.all i do in class is sleep n sleep.How many days more?Freak.n yeas i think full circle is better then shooting star.assembly wasnt that bad.i like. i screw up eng papers so ok bye.
ROXY ITEM GOING FOR 70%!! not here.Sadly,in malaysia! Wasted i never go!!
Beach beb!
10 August 2005 12:25 am
I offically love the beach too much. Overnight for two days with all my fam. It was wonderful. Set up the tents and table at night. Cant see a thing but we manage to do it all. Hahaha. We dont need to do reserved any bbq pit cause we always have our own pit. Here some of the pic. Not much but its still nice.
Told ya we have own own bbq pit. Cuteness.
Own mini freezer and dining tables.
Havign fun is very tiring okae.
And of course to this young lady.
Tomrow is s.s prelim. And believe it or not, i've been enjoying my life this few day and i dont even hack care to study one bit. And to add to it, i haven even open my ss book yet. Not sec 3 nor sec 4 book. Wahh. a good way to pass...... NOT.
AND HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN TO SHIKIN !!! WELL WISHES BABE!!
majulah singapura.
08 August 2005 6:58 pm
My guides.
St john did well and NPCC dance step was ever so super cute.
PDS and Modern dance.
National day celeb in school was okae. Shafiq say Np didnt do well but i think he is wrong. There are the best of course eventhou one of them fainted. The other was good too. This year PDS is not really that entertaining? i prefer last year thou. The perfomance was funny n nice. i love it. Hav our NYAA after that. I eat.I sleep.I talk and talk. This is it:-
The people around me. Crazzzy!! I Love.
And always end the day with a nice pic that will alwasy cheer me up. Wahh. forgodsake. hes two yrs younger that us. haha. but hack care. LOL. i mean theres no geogous guy that can be said as an upper sec. gals have dream people. hah. i mean. sorrie mary but u are partially taken.muahahaha. ok fine. watever.
cheerleading.
07 August 2005 12:51 pm
I love them. Go swensen then when to marina bay. It wass awesome bu didnt get to go the whole bazaar thingy. Took picture with mervyn. everyone was excited to show their brother but iam not. i told him and this is what he reply.
me : " eh ana ambik gambar ngan mervyn tau. "
bro: " yang kid central tu? hah.kental seh! " *laugh*
me : " tapi dpt ambik pe.. " *slightly shouted*
bro: " kauu.. orbit seh ana ambik gambar ngan org tu. * his orbit facial expression*
Told you. My whole family does not live in a world of kids central excluding hi5. We only love nickelodean and disney channel. haha. So today when for the national celebration at whitesand pri. Our school is involve in the marching parade. Everyone kinda cork up but in then end it look ok. I had fun. Alot of people was there. Shimin. Wanying. Ying ying. Yati. Fida. Wadi. Farhan. Faris. Rifah. shereen. Ain and lots more. My aunt was there with her cheerleading squad. Their move cheers and dance was cute and awesome. I LOIKE! Didnt hav thier pic here but there is in my com tat is down at the moment. So i put it up when its fixed. G.g was ok. Lutfi is the parade commander and he is all so cute shouting his lungs out for the command. hahaa.It was a good morning and i definately miss madrasah for once. haha. k iam off. toddles.
show me the way.
05 August 2005 7:25 pm
Whoo. i love static lullaby. but avenged sevenfold better i guess. Love it then hear it. hate it then too bad. So btw,Today, NYAA award was ok. I LORVEEE the school song. I sing it OUTT LOUDD. Meet afiqah after school. wahh. put me beside her. funny larh. Everything turn out fine. I smile n smile n smile. I got bad hair day. Almost everyday. And of course mary its nevery your fault. Its just because of a word disgrace. So do :) not >:(
If you are not in it please dont be in it.I dont one anyone to get hurt and yes i mean what i say. x]]
AND HAPPY SWEEET SIXTEEN TO SITI MARIAM !!!!! - iam happy for you babe. muax!. *winkz*
iman yang kuat.
03 August 2005 10:00 pm
I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me
It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart
Reality.Its ok.Iam not perfect.I know. No one perfect.Life is full of obstacle along the way.So i dont mind getting and going through those obstacle either the short way or long way cause in the end everyone learn a meaningful lesson and this is what madrasah has done to me:-
Apa yang dikerjakan oleh masing-masingnya mengandung kebaikan, namun orang yang kuat imannya sabar dalam melaksanakan kesemua hak-hak yang ditentukan dan selalu menyuburkan imannya dengan amal saleh yang tidak diketahui sehingga imannya semakin rindang dan akarnya semakin menghujam ke dalam hati sanubarinya.
reflects.
01 August 2005 4:48 pm
muahaha. stop by jae blog. i sooo love her tagboard.lol. got the loading2. thought of changin to that arh. i loike.just got back from school. had physics prep just now. it was ok i guess. it started at 2.30 to 3.50 but i finish it at 3.00. hwuawhua. then of course i sleep.
