i'm a tees & flip flop kind of person. a writer, at some point. i live, eat, breath sports & i don't give a dirty shit about your perfectly manicured nails & your two layer cake make up.
yes, i'm stubborn, rude, deceitful, aggressive and a critic. if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
Okae. after all those studies then i realise that monday is my pure history paper. HISTORY.. damn. weekend iam gonna go mugging.oh,i love doing my own stuff at home.
Just got back form school. The school was not like school today. Everyone in school is having exams ecluding us. So it felt very scary when we're the only class having lesson. So to reduce noise pollution, We does our whole day lesson at the computer lap. It was cooler of course. Did not really concentrate but it was nice. Expecially chem. last two lesson after recess. Mrs henry and ms khoh treat us candy and chocolate. And the whole class was making alot of noises to the maximum. I join in and i like it. I really enjoy the last day of school before the paper and i enjoy it with my classmate, 4|3. lols. muah muah.
fauzi hot uh.lol. i loikeeee. ok i've been going tuition and missing anugerah.i onli watch once. and that make it twice as i seen the finale yesterday.syed azmi was good but hes just like any other typical rnb kinda guy who has too much cinfidence and wanna be like usher just like taufik is.khairil forever not good. and khairul, the guy with the most melodious and menly singing voice and a sweet and tendering talking voice won. oh, talking bout a gay boy. lols. check this out.
Celeb gossip:-
Avril Lavinge has got engaged to her rock star boyfriend, Sum 41 band member, Deryk Whibley! like at last after 1 year of dating.
Chad Michael Murray and wife Sophia Bush have separated after just five months of marriage! They met on their hit TV show One Tree Hill and got engaged in May 2004 in Australia when Murray popped the question on a tennis court adorned with 20 bouquets of roses and 500 lit candles spelling out a special message for Bush. ok how romantic is that?
Ashton Kutcher and Demi Moore have married in a secret ceremony in Beverly Hills. now..who say groom cant be 15 years younger than the bride? ahax.
Oh. couple. love. break up. divorce. all parts and parcel of life. heh. watever.
iam not a girl, not yet a women.
28 September 2005 9:31 pm
iam not a girl, not yet a women. all i need is time, a moment that is mine. while iam in between.
okae. i use to love that song.lols. ok iam loving amazing race. i've always love that show. i guess the family that i like was the Gaghan family. The daughter small and super cute but quite a competitive for a 9 yrs old girl.Continue at 10.00. heh. i love!!
kae fine. i shouldnt have watch tv this days. people keep reminding me this, 'BLAJAR LARH! N LEVEL COMING!' and ' FANA! I ALWAYS SEE YOU ONLINE LOR. GO STUDY CAN ORNOT? WAHLIAO LEH YOU!' oh. hahaa. i know. 2 more days. yes i get it people!!
I try to go mugging but i cannot. i dont even know why. During that appropriate time then i will start studying. somemore today almost everyone i know going nite class for study. hahaa. i give it a pass today. when aqilah house beforer that. freakign kecoh of course. everyone was having their feastive time of eating and i did not. hahaa. fasting.puasa.ugh. 3 more days of bayaran. i dont like.. somemore fasting during my N level exam. double shucks. oh well. dont think i'll be updating much. cause i really wanna get thru this stuff. n yea girls going ballistic over prom. yada yada yada. heh. okae then iam off.
racism rocks.
25 September 2005 10:45 pm
iam falling head over heels over russell peter racism jokes. i laugh my ass off every single day over it.all credit goes to my cuz,ain. hahaa. its quite long actually. heh. racism rocks.lols. people. go watch it okae.
ew.
24 September 2005 9:15 am
oh. i dream something. unexpectly. two of my classmate.
we were all talking in a group then. the growl and the touch. whutdaheck. something dirty. very very dirty. we wre all anooyed. but she keep doing it. the two girls. i cant imagine. oh fanaa. dreams can happen. ah. watswrongwifme.
smilee.
23 September 2005 10:07 pm
I never want to be that somebody where people look down on. I dont care how i look. i mean, excluding the fats part uh.lols. like what people say, never take anyone, friends,family,foes,for granted. i followed. i listen and i get what i want now. friendship. i dont care if i was the last person or first in the world. really. i go through my life in a simple way. go to school, smile have fun, study and thats all. i never drop down in school crying my ass off when something bad happen. i never fight back cause i just dont want to make it worst.
Every night i did something. i prayed for my family and especially my friends. all of them. oh. i just want everyone to be a better person in life. thats all. i dont mind what they think of me. negative or positive. cause its their opinion.
i love how things have been going. bad or good. i dont know. no need for enemies. whats the use. but frenamies? lols. i have to think bout that.
dont worry, about a things. cause every little things, is gonna be alright.. -b.m
oh what i wanna say is- JUST LIVE LIFE WITH A SMILE NOT HATRED!!
singlehood sister
20 September 2005 10:49 pm
Today was supper long but nice. I have been sleeping in class lately n oh. geog prep. there was of course the photo taking thingy with the the whole of sec 4. my leg goes golly woolly waiting for everyone to get prepared. but yea i was put under number 2. not 1. this shows that ppl in no. 1 have not been growing cause iam the same size as them during sec 1. hahaa. action seh fanaa. muahaha. no la. it was nice. puasa again. oh. 4 more days. its ok. did not get ot go airport wif mary n phauz. it was way to jauh and 2mrow was skool. so when to mac. study abit then buka there. it was also okae. been 'busy' for the week. some pics that i have. and oh. i'bb be spending my whole day in skool 2morow. study all way thru. 2.30 to 6.00 math paper 1 n 2 continuous prep exam then nite studies. boos. kk. here.
The singlehood sisters.
Oh.prom night.this year.i lorveeee.together with everyonee.ahh!!.lols. oh yea. 12 MORE DAYS. to what? heh. n levell... yucky.
mr braces ll
18 September 2005 9:00 pm
okae.when for studying today.it was short. very short.nyahaha. desperation hungriness lead to non-concentration of studies. same goes to ms barbaric. before that i had madrasah. i have no idea it was exam. lol. it was on tafsir and i had no idea what the hell the surah is all about. so i corkup in the reading. and also the meaning of the tafsir. lol. i only askwer 1 word. 'malam!'. no elaboration or nothin. oh. super great. hahaa. okae. watever.
spend my saturday night bowling with my fam again. it was of course super great. then ryte. i meet someone. i meet mr braces clone. hahaa. its exactly the same but excluding the braces and bigger eye. oh. he bowl, super cuteness. lols. he was beside us. then when he and his family left, this group of malay fam came. super kecoh and all. then the table was full with food and all. omgg. go bowling or picnic? i seriously cant stop laughing. siakk rytee. middle of 12am somemore.
then on friday when studying with mary and phauz and sarah.more kecoh. spend our afternoon at fida house 1st.she scold us because we make too much noise cause her bro sleeping. so we sad then we left. lols. when downtown to study. awhile then take pic at the waterbreaker. lols. ok i learn a new word today. hahaa.
okae then. i guess thats all? n level and o level prelim and end-of-yr is around the corner. so fast rytee. urgh. studying and more studying. gawwwwd. kk. iam off. byeby.
bacinz 14th ani.
13 September 2005 7:53 pm
Heard of ms england 2005? there she is and for exra say, shes a muslim. she did ask for special request for wearign one piece instead of two piece swim wear and alter sports wear to close some of the 'shhown' part. yea she did get some cursing and bad remarks for being a muslim but that does not block her way.oh. shes prettyy and hot.
Okae. i kind of feel blessed right now. especially with my wanitas and mr thoughtful and mr braces and my class and everyone. prelim. hah. if you wanna ask me about my top 3 best subject then forget it okae. having 1 is not the best thing ever. study smart. yea ryte. help..
last but not least-
(Roo our mascot. you know the 'i love you' purple eggie. ?)
Happy 14th month anniversary. I stay and i will do care bout it. mucho lovee.
sweet day.
12 September 2005 1:54 am
'And I know you're shining down on me from heaven Like so many friends we've lost along the way'
'Although the sun will never shine the same again I'll always look to a brighter day Lord I know when I lay me down to sleep You will always listen as I pray'
- one sweet day, mariah carey.
mva 2005
11 September 2005 7:26 pm
Didnt catch up with the outside world lately. yea the mtv music award that happen on 28 aug.didnt get to talk bout it. It was ok but i prefer last years one.
oh.i've been loving her since a few years back. hot huh.
yay. greenday i know. whoo.
eva longoria. you know her. one of the 'desperate' one.
n yea of course.hilary duff and joel madden. iam all so jealous. 17 and 26 yr old. tats far huh. there have been dating back since last year but there made it official during the award.
mcr didnt win.hah.mr thoughtful was right. all those mainstream listener.boohoo.hah. kelly clarkson totally has no breast wearing tat silky dress. hah. but her ending perfomance was kinda ok. she trys to make it in a 'rock' way but she goes too far i guess. so ok watch it if theres an oncore.lazy to put the other pics here. just this. n yea rapsodi sucks. totally.
tomorow is skool. which is bad. i haven done single hw which i promise myself to do it. iam so dead. i've not contact the outside world lately cause iam always at home. i miss my gf. oh. where are you guys?. and i soo miss all my outside frens. everyone been so busy lately and we haven been cathing up i guess.some with their o's and some with their work i guess. owh well. i just know that i be dead when n level come. i slack way too much. hah. good luck fana.
gastic.yucks.
10 September 2005 6:28 pm
Gastric. when was the last time you always hear about that? two years? guess what it came back.. Its been two days. And iam suffering here. Vomitted like what? 10 time? I didnt sleep the whole night. and guess what, it happen right my bro bday.all my cousing having a time of their life at the living room and there i was in my mum room going in and out the toilet and holding to my pathetic stomach.and even more great everyone bought themselve oreo ice blended and my parent bought cookie and cream icecream cake to celebrate.urgh.when i eat, i vomit. when i feel hungry i cant eat cause i have no appetite.when i have no appetite my stomach get even more painer. and when it get painer i feel more sick. GREAT. n yea here i am at home feeling sorry for myself while my whole family is having a time fo their life at the beach. SUPRE GREAT. and plus i got tons and tons of homework that i did not even do cause i cant do at the moment because of this. So much for a freaking thing call holiday..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUHD FIRDAUS BTE BAHKIA. HAH..WATEVER.
freak
06 September 2005 5:42 pm
For once in my fucking life i wanted humanities to be the only hope. I study more than 13 hour for it and fuck my brain out for it. When the time came, yes i did it. it was simple i can say. Its all about time management and i failed to do that. Great. Super great. Iam not talking about prelim. Iam talking about N level. Paper that get me going to O's. And puh-lease...the thought of going ITE was never in my mind. What can i rely on now? History and mt and english. thats it? best three subject never include english mind you.. and dont try saying... 'dont worry.. try harder on next paper. you can do it' or whateva shit. cause iam trying and no one knows except me.
study
03 September 2005 1:19 pm
mr thoughtful has sounded. he want me to study and not to be online everyday. he want to see me in prcs next year. n's start 2 more days. GREAT. how farkup fast life can be? change my template. i just love something dark. Had solo midnight sleepover yesterday. It was nice.Got all the entertainemnt and food i need in my room. nyah.it was nice.hah k iam off.
freaks? in a good way.
02 September 2005 12:50 am
Tell me. Can you concentrate on your studies if a bunch of people across you is busy taking pics of you? ..
