With the things in this world you can see and the things you cannot, it's fallible something you never knew was there because you were not paying attention. There is only so much in this life you can choose, and far too much already choosen for you. You wake each morning to the same sunrise, but it is always a new day. You will stop one day in the middle of your day-to-day routine and realize what really matters and what deserves to make sense. We are suppose to be many things, and expectations are known to exceed beyond reality. Many of us work to prove, to follow the rules, and we end up like that monkey and his tambourine; the same old song, not seeing anything else.

We all think we 'look', we swear beyond remission we're different than our fathers, that we're nothing like our mothers and we are more free than they ever were. The sad truth is the walls are closing in, the horizons have gotten cropped and nobody sees that what we see is not all there is. The question here is "what really matters?" We go to work because we 'have to' if we want to eat, we have to hold our tongues when someone says the wrong thing. We get so caught up in our day-to-day routine that we believe it all makes sense, but half the time, we don't see what's been there the whole time.

Don't be that somebody that is so 'far gone' that you don't see the closest things are crumbling at your feet. Don't be so blind that you can't see that somebody loves you no matter what you are, who you are or where you've been. Never forget what makes your day-to-day worth all the effort, all the trouble to keep yourself level.

We are not 'suppose to be' anything but what we are.

My weekend was great. The highlight of my weekend was watching a midnight movie, My bloody valentine 3D. Pickaxes, eyeballs, a tree through a windshield, an old guy getting his face smashed directly into a pickaxe, another old guy getting his face ripped off with a pickaxe, explosions, bad twists, gratuitous sex and violence; all of it directly in my face. Like me, if you like a bloody laugh and you relish the idea of body parts hurtling at you threatening to shower your popcorn with blood, then this might be the film for you. It had me ducking a stray bit of jawbone and occasionally moving my head aside to accommodate one or two sharp blades! But, this film is likely worthless in 2D, so if you're thinking about watching it without the 3D effect, don't waste your time.