i'm a tees & flip flop kind of person. a writer, at some point. i live, eat, breath sports & i don't give a dirty shit about your perfectly manicured nails & your two layer cake make up.
yes, i'm stubborn, rude, deceitful, aggressive and a critic. if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
i didnt do the chores. i didnt help woth cooking. i didnt go terawih. i didnt do anything. tv. tv. tv. tv. tv.
dont blame me.blame the tv. what do you expect.halloween what.scary.funny.weird.bizarre ghost story.not entirely ghost story. mostly mtv disney channel type.muahaha.
school was okae. mix of anxious studying and lazy eyes.for once i was looking into the world of independence.going school.recess.toilet.studying.lining up. all alone. great huh? but nyeh. got saidi,fadhil and jiande as company in class during recess. at least doing the right thing rather than being someone who abandon their friends and go to their other friends and when they are lonely they tend to go back to that friends who they abandon.so not me.
oh hack, happy deevali and a happy halloween anywhere ! smilee. =)
'students here are too pampered.always love to complain here.complain there' - principal of pasir ris crest secondary school.
last day of 2005. damn.
5:13 pm
i snapsnapsnap and poof! its GONE shucks.shucks.shucks.shucks. bummed into mrthoughtful and mrbraces i took out my camera but you know fana.no guts. dumb larh.sorry uh.i told you i wanna take pic with you. than when i gone back to class it seems all wasted. last day of school. the next time i see you dude will be when? IN YEAR 2006? OR MAYBE NOT? Damn me. but no use.all pics in my cam gone. wish me miracle larh please.
but i will force you people to come my house for hariraya okae?
BASEBALL. I LORVE.
27 October 2005 9:45 pm
I love BASEBALL. The last time i play was in primary skool and sec 1.the pleasure if hitting with the bat and running for homerun. k fine i forget how it was played okae. muahaha. big deal.lesson was boring of course. not my type of fun. down with flu, sore throat, fever. some friendly people in the class ask to stay away form me.bird flu and dengue fever. hahaa. having a bad body arching was a very bad thing to happen. i hate it okae.
the girls and the guys when buka at banquet for qila bday.I wannted to go so badly but fever killing me. dang~.But having my cuz bukaing here ar hoem was not that bad. i mean everyone was eating and iam in my mum room sleeping my ass off.but i feel better now i guess.even if i get real sick 2morow i will still come to school no worries. camera, i bring okae. wooooo!
happy sweet 16 bday to my big sis, NUR AQILAH!
n yea. *roll eyes* mirror communication is the best way when teacher is in class teaching.
sick
26 October 2005 8:20 pm
i hate being sick. iam sick of you. iam sick of me. i ruin all the fun. iam not a funsucker. =)
happy bday shafiq.
24 October 2005 9:48 pm
thank her for the mood she is in. her room all clean up. alot has been thrown. she lorveeee.
if only she have the 'before' and 'after' picture. she would be amaze herself. three cheers for farhana.
n oh of course. happy bday to my bro, my tikus, Shafiq. =)
oh, i love bday wishes.
period suck.
12:47 am
ok get this. 1st week of fasting. i got my period.
now, 4th week of fasting. i got my period. today. again.
period kucs okae. JUST GREAT.
bacinzunite.
22 October 2005 3:20 pm
i had so much fun yesterday. gtg to my boarders. grab some books and steal some code from mag. buka at long john. at last. the night was just unbelievable. super duper great. bought surfbabe bag togehter and i lorve itt. and yes. have you boyfriend ever accidentally send message to you? and that message was met to be given to his ex girlfriend. that thin ass. i dont liek seeing my friend this way and i defianately dont wanna see her being use by such egoitics guy like youu. be glad she is still caring enough to be with you.not like me. i dont appreciate gift mah. if only i can shot you. one in the leg for running away with it. one in the hand for doing those stuff. one in the head to stop your brain from doing further hurtful thoughts and one in the heart for breaking my own friend heart, i will do it. i dont care if its wrong or right i dont care. and believe me, YOU dont deserve a single HI or SORRY from us. end of story.
friendship is all that matter. <3
u suck.
21 October 2005 11:59 pm
muhammad sufian. you pantat okae?
no feelings.
20 October 2005 10:37 pm
school was fun i guess.p.e was a bore.rehana very pitiful.spraint angkle.very very the kecoh. vote for class speech speaking. and majority vote goes to saidi.hahaha.go hafal larh ok all those long long long long speech.history and ss did not do anything. waste 3 period in com lab and do whatever we want.hahaha.and 2 period of chem wasted. ms khoh absent. luckily got magazine and sleep to accompany me.
thought of going hone with fida.but thanks to my very good eye. i spot alot of white shoe outside malyna house. so we check it out and of course iam ryte. it was them. go for movie marathon. malyna bros make my afternnon days. muahaha. then took bus with my dear classmate.saw him at busstop.the he goes, 'fana! dia baru jalan.kejar uh dia.'.. then again,'eh fana. tadi dia main bola power uh!.dia tarik kan rambut dia kebelakang!woahh!'and on and on again, 'main bola pon boleh tengok hot. lari dia .. alurrrmak. fana kau miss uh. wasted.' and on and on wanting to make mee feel the vibes?.i mean good for him but not my problem what! theres absolutely no feeling no nothin okae. hahaha. and he basically shouted to my ears. oh. paiseh.
oh yea.got math test.got math hw.haven do,haven study.oh who cares. i bascially sleep my whole way thru during sembayang terawih and here i am at the com screen. bright and fresh. klah i gtg. oh n yea. iam all set for TOMOROOW. i lorveee.
manutd.
19 October 2005 2:37 am
manchesterunited vs losclille 0-0
nothing much. losclille freako okae!
the captain,dumbass.
n today school.
early in the morning.
till now i haven sleep.
i wasted my night time.
just to watch this match. but iam sure there'll ne no lesson..
n i cant wait to meet all and all my
mamamucha girlfriends and boyfriends.
woo~
n today shopping,
with baizurah.
was awesome.
i go bizarre.
i lorve.
fcuk off.
18 October 2005 1:08 am
IAM RUDE. IAM RUDE. IAM RUDE. GO ON SAY THAT.
FINE I DONT KNOW ANYTHING. YES I WAS NOT IN SCHOOL. YES IAM NEVER WITH YOU GUYS AT ALL. AND YES I DONNO ANYTHING BOUT DUMB STUFF CALL RELATIONSHIP. how can i respect your feelings if you yourself dont respect mine?
DO YOU KNOW THE WORD JOKE? DO YOU KNOW THEY WAS NO MEANING IN THERE? OR DO YOU REALLY KNOW ME AS A GOOD FRIEND THAT WELL? oh. i soo dont think so.
EH, DO YOU LIKE IT WHEN YOUR TEMPER IS NOT NORMAL, 1+ IN THE MORNING AND SOMEONE JUST BUDGE IN AND SAY THAT? PUHLEASE LARH. I HAVE ENOUGH OF WHATS HAPPENING AT HOME AND I DONT WANT A FRIEND LIKE YOU TO ADD ON TO IT.
EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO
urghhhhhhhhhhhhhh. no foul words was said this few weeks. let this be the first. fcuk off.
101hr sleeping
17 October 2005 3:50 am
Few minutes to 4.00am oh.i love staying up late. and bored myself to the max. i love to scared my ass off alone. especially when everybody is busy asleep. and the whole house is in total darkness outside. and the only person i chat and chat with, the whole morning,is mahathir. yes him. the guy who has hair last yr but none this yr. dumbass larh ok?lols.he hate to be bullied by ppl like me. muahaha.
dont mind me iam using mental sum here. hence,i wasted 101hr of my life a week sleeping. mamamuchoyiddly. back to school on wednesday. i love but i hate.later i'll miss sleeping.
karma fanaa..karma.*roll eyes*
my sunny sunshine.
15 October 2005 11:09 pm
Yesterday was fun.fun.fun. i wear yellow. muahaha. sunny sunshine supporter. all thanks to siti rafidah. pizzahut.porridge.maccaroni.eggandpotato. i didnt really eat to the very full extent. charlie and the chocolate factory. i love that show okae.watch till 9+ then go loiter. malyna.qila.me.afiq. got home at 11.15 . i lorve.
then,
today was tiring.tiring. girls day out for hariraya shopping. mum.me.sis. we tried family cloth colour cream. we fool around in thedressing room. long. as in super long.the next thing we know, we came out and *poof*many many people qeuing at dressing room. then bought.many earring.long stone necklace. green tees.purple tees.super pink bajukurung. and yes.this bag.simple.small.exquisite. i go gugugaga over it. and its like wat? $79 ?! FREAKING $79?! oh shucks. i wanna save up. i dont care.by hook or by crook i really dont care. but wait, there still all this prom stuff.. ohh.
get well soon.
12 October 2005 11:53 pm
my cousin got hit with an accident. she and her bro go home for buka. then got hit by a car at the back. thankgod it was not serious. only the hand needed metal insert. among the midst of those inccident. she somehow look geogous.really.
hope she is doing fine. luckily her bro has nothing serious. and really really get well soon.
unberable live.
2:56 pm
my unbearable live. =)
wake up,sahur. sleep.sleep. wake up,12-2pm. lazy to bath. watch tv,starve. watch tv,sleep. computer,music. take bathe,6pm buka.eateateat. wash all plates. clean the table. sembayang terawih. watch tv,computer sleep,1am-4am sahur,5.15am.
for 1 week, better still, try 1 month.
oh shucks, i still need to clean my room. my most messy, untidy, unorganise, shameful room.
i love life.. NOT.
09 October 2005 9:40 pm
the one who ate and drink secretly. the one who always do complain the most. the one who cant be bothered to wake up early. ohh.a life of a person who cant fast. that particular person, me.
my 1st day of fasting,tomorow. people busy with exams. people busy with school. and me? busy doing nothing for one week,at home. iam so enjoying life this way.... ....NOT.
I WANNA GO OUT ! I FEEL LIKE A PRISON HERE!
n yeah,
oh. iam falling head over heals over this pontiac solstice car! it turns me on. isnt its seducing? lols.
its over.
07 October 2005 6:29 pm
after all those anticipating moment. the pressure and endeavour i faced. the study trip i went.the support i had. its over. finally over. thank you. amin.
seeing math.
9:52 am
mass length commission surface area cuboid prism mensuration
pythagoras theorem cosine rule sine rule elevation bearings probability
circle arc length cumalative frenquency mean median mode interquatile
oh.iam seeing math. last paper. wish me luck.
deadness am i.
04 October 2005 7:48 pm
Geography was a mistake.fana forever selenge.i mean n level forgodsake.iam suppose to do 2 qs. one in section A and another in sectin B.i have no idea why i wasted my bloody time and did both qs in section A and one in section B. what if my 2nd qs was way better then the 1st one? oh.deadness am i. no wonder for the 1st time in geog i was rushing over the paper.i almost cork up almost everything and all i have left now is my chem n physics. count out math paper 2. iam sure its gonna be hard since paper 1 was ok. thank god its holiday tomorow. i got half the time i need and i will make sure i use those for good uses.
Ask me. i have been with my classmate for a week already. After everything, the only groups of friends that iam gonna be with, if i do make it to sec 5 is my classmate.oh. the speciality in my life.i dont need no outside friend no more. i dont need alot of guy friends no more. i dont need fame and popularity no more. cause all this while the only friends that got me thru all this while is just right infront of me. call me betrayal. cause iam not.
excluding me who cant fast for one week, i wanna wish.. every melayu and muslim and islam. selamat menunaikan ibadah puasa.
