i'm a tees & flip flop kind of person. a writer, at some point. i live, eat, breath sports & i don't give a dirty shit about your perfectly manicured nails & your two layer cake make up.
yes, i'm stubborn, rude, deceitful, aggressive and a critic. if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
the match turn out awesome. i was definately arouse with the surroundings
as you know,the lions had not beaten the thais since 1977. the second half penalty by fahruddin finally ends it all. it sparked a furious reaction from the thais who walked off the pitch for 15 minutes before finally being convinced to return. alam shah tumbled in the box under the challenge from niweat. i think? ok i cant believe i actually remember his name. i hate it that thai team manager waste their time discussing the matter with the commissioner.
than again, the referee made a bad call. singapore could have lost by then. i prefer watching the game itself, rather than winning by luck. ohwell, now i cant wait for sunday(:
6:26 pm
iam juggling with such frenetic life at the moment. january has ended and ironically been a very sunny day for everyone. so last weekend was awesome. we had our english compre workshop in the morning and it was very effective. more to the first half at least. we headed down to nafa which of course took us a long time to arrive since there was some complication along the way. spotted hafiz,zul and kyn in the mrt and we talked. misses! then head down to queenstown in which everyone pampered themselves with gift. & my oh-so-precious cloe's bag somehow snap?
&& i didnt get to scream my ass off at the stadium to watch the match between spore and msia due to some fuckfaces who when in and forget that i was suppose to go with them. YES! my tix was with them. see how bimbotic guys could be at times? i was so frustrated but wth? so i ended up going to town with iffah/bf and halizah/bf. yes iam living in my own world where only the word singlehood existed. && those tops over at gap and guess are soooo tempting! $$ spotted yuhtee which of course i expected, we scream and hug our asses off. i really miss my original classmates somehow ): then head home and spotted my bitch. & again i hug malyna like theres no tomorrow. we should have our own batch reunion or something. sigh.
i wont digress on the past broke down regarding girlguides. it was a very foolish attitude of the juniors and iam really dissapointed with them. & iam still not satisfied with the talk chua had with the guides. me and naquiah stayed till 6 almost every single day just doing the banner from start to end? & was there anyone they to help us? NO. we wasnt even suppose to be doing. we were ask to HELP. ok whatever. i didnt get the position for guard of honour on speech day but screw them. i have experienced those for almost three time in my entire secondary school life. & iam ask to take the position of contigent commander. ok now laugh with me. the last time i command was three years ago(sec3) and it ended with me being covered with a shameful green slime all over me. the guides are so screwed now. HOHOHO.
oh & how can one kid/aliens be known for spurting cackles and once declared they're trendy wankers where every guy around them go all liquefy and marvel over them. ironic isnt it? especially the fuckfaces with an abnormal fish countenance and the one who has a resemblance of a black squid. iam not a big fan of deteriorate someone elses life but for them,ill make an exeption. ohwell, iam too sluggish to entertain such infatile attitude. so why bother? your existence means nothing to everyone.
for now, good luck to singapore. iam going there now(!) if spore win lets play soccer tomorrow. if not, we will just stick to the original plan. & that is softball. HAHA.
first it was MUSE than its FOB. iam soo going to their concert! =D
24 January 2007 10:47 pm
last week TP open house was ok. i spotted ALMOST everyone! i felt so stupid in school uniform. everyone just look at me up and down and laugh right infront of my face. see how this affects me? than i got myself a first hand experience which no one is school uniform does. i change after the whole event and meet ain in TP's library. she was with her classmate doing their project & i was practically seating there staring and laughing the whole evening. everything you see in poly's open house is the good side. you have yet to see the ugly part of the whole school experience. projectsss.
&& my weekend job in victoria theatre turn out awesome. in case youre wondering, its one of those ilmu hitam drama forum. & of course everything always end up with syarahan.we got busy with the doorgift first. then after that everyone is assign to different places. i end up greeting guest outside the door and having to do ticketing with this guy. nor was assign to the vip section. mira as the usherer while nana and ain is in charge of dvds and ticket selling. the drama was really something. it was worth watching. the syarahan worst. standing at the back alone for 3hr with highheels and looking after the door made me sickly. the whole group of us were the perfect example of plastics 'minah tudung'.
&& alias kadir was pissed at me! senile ass. him: ni nak pegi mane ni? me: cik vip duduk di hujung depan *poiting at women's vip area* him:urmm ok. me: eyh cik minta maaf. di sebelah sane.! him: betul betul lah ni? mane satu ni?! HOHOHOHO.
you dont get to see this often (:
level camp is being such a bitch. i get annoyed easily for no reason and thank you to the people who actually tolerated my nonsense. we had a mini movie marathon in class after school. i wont add in any more details since its a secret. & i definately cant wait for the compre workshop/nafa openhouse/tees outing on saturday. iam definately dead since i have not been doing any homework and revision ever since level camp arrives. sigh.
17 January 2007 11:24 pm
i was sharing those hershey kissable choco with the class in the morning. & since there was still half of it, i bought it to history class which of course teo saw us and she shouted on the top of her lungs since there was the 'no-food' policies. & akmal simply said, "this is not sweet lah cher, we are just choosing the right colour for the class decoration. crazy ah eat?" our class can definately join the drama club. and the faces of 'black sotong and fishhead' really does annoyed us. alo. but come on, they are three years younger than me. all they do is flirtflirtflirt. fyi, longpants virgin guys are soo unappealing and disgusting. i mean what more can they do? dumbass whore. & iam still not happy with grace low. she can smell like onions for all i care. so ive been pretty much busy nowadays. so i wont update that often. i think?
ttyl (:
12 January 2007 7:35 pm
i was not too trilled with whats going on today. so much for a thing call tgif. i love the rain and getting soak to the bone. i was expecting more during girl guide. naquiah was like, "i feel like as if i was being force! FORCE!". i use to love that cca you know. notice i use the word 'use'?
i felt so unappreciated as an ex company leader. i want my shereen, ally and ain back please? we rock harder as leaders than everyone else. & i want my attitude-like-shit ex guides back too. this is sick. i think iam trying too hard.
naquiah gets to command the sec2 while i have to march? who in the hell wont get frustrated? i should deserve some credit for sticking with girl guides for 6years! For 3hour straight my heart was fluttering dangeriously. the first time ever in 2007. i could blow any minute but instead i kept my cool. i cant blame the juniors for bitching around. they change. naquiah notice the ugly scowl which crossed my face and she laugh when we headed home. marching seems so last year. -_____-"
i swear i rather spend the day lethargic with hopelessness or even dig out the shit out of my brain doing problem-solving questions.
11 January 2007 11:49 pm
life been so bogged down nowadays. theres this certain sense of weariness, perhaps tiredness through me this few days. this is tougher then i thought. grace low just kick us out of math class. iam pretty much more than happy to study with the second teacher that i can cope with rather than learning nothing with someone who smells like onion.
there is also this certain stares coming from junior whores who conspicuously made me laugh my ass off. LOL. & yet their motive have always puzzled me. it sucks being the oldest girl in school. really.
05 January 2007 9:01 pm
hey yaw. & so dear mrs teo treated all her distinctions elective and pure history students to a whole evening of food galore. so we bought anything than we want. but firstly i really need to apologise to dear fadly. i promise to meet him at the bus stop then change and head down to swensen airport. it was 3.30 and they was no sight of him so i took off ): ohh i feel so guilty. i make him miss his free dinner!
& i when to school today with bag not full of books but jeans,top and flipflop instead. seems as if iam running away from home ey. a quick change in the whitesand's toilet and iam done. sleke like shiet.
we eat like as if there is no tomorrow. a breaded chicken for me which ends up me not finishing it. i gotta thanks irfan & zahir for being my personal rubbish bin. & desert was awesome too! i laugh too much throughout the whole dinner session. the new issue of gf mag still not out yet :(
fad(in white on left) extra. & eventho teo treat us, she is still sotong lah ok.
who could ever believe they made it?
03 January 2007 5:03 pm
first day of school was ok. & as usual i feel so small. no wait, iam small.
fad entirely save my live the whole morning. nancy ng turn out to be our form teacher. & we didnt get the subject teacher that we wanted. i gotten the position of vice chairman. which is so what iam not looking forward to. screw you guys ok?
it hurts my eyes seeing too many kids in one go. some with all so short skirts and some with thick eyeliner. like wth is that? =/
it sucks being the only 17 year old kid around.
& to juni and syukri, like i said it, when one door close, two doors open. this is never the end. its just the beginning. iam positively sure you two can make it. we got your back ey. really ! (:
spotted zahir and i told him. he goes from :) to :O in an instant. he too couldnt find a school himself. oh well, iam giving all my lucks to them. & now everyone lets burn the school down(!)
