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i'm a tees & flip flop kind of person. a writer, at some point. i live, eat, breath sports & i don't give a dirty shit about your perfectly manicured nails & your two layer cake make up.

yes, i'm stubborn, rude, deceitful, aggressive and a critic. if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.

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slow device.
30 March 2006 7:49 pm


iam the original dumb-dumb.
iam so goddamn slow today.
sigh.

class been making me sleepy.
eyebag forming bigbig. heh.
thankgod concealer existed.
but doesnt last forever.eek.

the handicapped boy got hit
in the head twice with a book.
i was flabbergasted when they did tat.
very bad but i like.he was fuming mad.
which make me laugh even louder.
everyday he got bully badly.
cant help it, he suck. =)

speech day lasted for 15min only.
the guides was somehow loud.
very very niceee. whoo.
sit at canteen till 6.
joke with the guide.
heh damn funny.
i feel so stupid n slow.
boo.

seeing everyone cried
make me almost cried.
but my iman kuat.
very saddening n touching.
hushush. my lips are sealed.
god bless them.

school make me happy somehow.
toorah.


upbeat
29 March 2006 11:11 pm


what is this?
go here. go there.
all migrainee.

i really swear
i have to keep myself upbeat
during parade. laugh2 smile2.
than bam! my face change.
got attack again. ishhh.
never ending sak.

i can die without yuhtee there.
she command. i laughlaugh.
i make face. she make face.
than i laugh. the girls behind me,
also extra extra laugh. haha.
funny like hell. eyyh yuhtee,
look at me more okae? heh.

a sign of relief.
at last, i said sorrie.
eyh guilty like hell.
nuffsaid, iam good.
but whutdahell la.
from sec 4 to 3 than now 2.
everyone know? i mean everyone?
stop it sakk.

ahh hell.
waiting for free food.
waiting for free treats.
is very torturing okay.GRR.
eyh shafiq eyh? u ass.



busy
28 March 2006 9:36 pm


wahh
bestbest.

everyone been extra nice to me.
gahh. i love lah.

iam starting to fall in love,
with my stupid classmate.
HAHA. stupid in a gd way.
i have been pretty corrupted.
shhh.

p.e was pathetic at hall.
90jumpingjack. 30pullup.
30 pushup in 3 diff way.
and alot alot more larh.
since sec 1 sak like this.
i waywayway prefer 2.4

cca was effin slack.
did like nothing.
so stupid la.

the stupid migraine came again n again.
i keep hitting my head when i get that.
but i dont care. been getting tat alot.
nyehnyeh.

ey stupid larh.
wed,thurs n fri.
speech day rehearsal.
i hate standing at parade ground.
i love marching which i always give a boring face.
like some dumbdumb kan? LOL.

somemore chua being bias.
lead to no GOH for me.
march with the ______.

LOL. but than abit more.
than STEP DOWN.
eek. i hate gg.

ok watever. been busy.
bye.


cip shit.
25 March 2006 1:54 pm


cip was merepek.
there is this makcik,
"nah sini,kesian kau. kawan semua dapat. kau tk dpt. ambik ni"
hahaaa. sedih eyh?
not my luck larh.

asking for money is like shit.
who the hell roam around central?
except for old aunty and uncle.
when around 3 damn time. ish.
end go going downtown to eat at bk.

saw some sec 1 girls.
let me tell you ehh,
they flaunt their stuff infront of guys.
like some porn slut sak. EEK.

so sick of donating and stuff.
when tm, go where? MOVIE.
1st time i felt poor during movie. no bites.
yours, mine and ours.
effing cute and funny.
a must watch movie okae.
way better than cheaperbythedozen.
wahh,2 family. 10 and 8 children. combine.
i like the part where they record voice msg.
using everyone name. cuteness.
can i have 18 children please?

ohh before that, thought of giving back tin.
but kene FORCE to collect more till 1. WTH.
nyeh, my acting very good. i know. haha.

after movie, everyone when bankrupt.
blanjar nysa since it was her bday.
so i cant go home. ezlink no money.
and my wallet only had 10cent.
pathetic kan?
somemore giving back the tin was scary.
we promise with more money.
but it still remain the same.
you peek at the coin hole,
and still see the bottom of the tin.
the others was heavy like hell.

go around asking prcs people.
really beggin for 50cent.
really malu seyh.
embarrasing tau.
sighh.


hyper.
24 March 2006 7:21 pm


one thoughts from the girls
one thoughts from the guys.
eyy betul2 larh.

iam missing afiq and saidi company.
was in good mood to go out with them.
pool or what. i have no idea.
been quite long and next week i cant make it.
some stupid speech day i guess.
sighh.

so end up with tuition.
like what the hell kans.
eek. sound sadistic.
it was NOT that bad.

because i was doing math.
and everyone know i hate math.
butbutbut
i was doing toacahsoh,
sine and cosine rule
bearings and angleoftri.

which evetually,i like.
pening but thinking do me good.
so 2hr seems like super fastt.
iamoncloudninefornofuckingreason.
yay.

suggestion today.
the junior wanted school bus.
HAHAHAA. funny sakk.
i think this prcs kid here right,
watch too much american high school movie.
wake up. hahaa.

than ryte,
i think one student is in love with da skool teacher.
no wonder he/she wrote that dumb suggestion.
so that student and teacher have closer relationship?
i mean, LOOK.
imagine naquiah and mr yap?
EWWWWW. yuckyuckyuck.
i know she is reading this.

write suggestion without the brain.
hahaa. dumbly cute ey?

ohh hell,
tomorow flag day, for YMCA
so ppl come down tam inter and donate okae?
get ready those 5 and 10 cent tauu.
nyahaha. hell yes we are not donating.

kae, wanna play sims2.
bye.


goodmood.
22 March 2006 10:56 pm


you got two choices,
to be in a good mood or bad mood.
okae, prcs students. you know that.
like the best ever.

2hr of good mood ngaji.
30min of scrubbing and gd bathing.
6+hr of family relative and fun.

heaven okae. add on,
liverpool vs birmingham.
7-0! power to the core.
no regret loving pool n manu.
kae, iam happy.=D

been very talkative during recess.
double sorrie yuhtee and rehana,
you basically have to entertain me.
nyeheh.

too bad schooling.
no time for late nite soccer watching.
gaaahh. been sleeping late anyway.

sim2 make me estatic.
kae, bye lovelies.


fools.
21 March 2006 9:09 pm


do you know what bugs me?
when people make a fool out of you.

you know fartu n irfan. asshole.
they hide my spontanious book.
so i go really panic and stuff.
than irfan came and gimme my book.
and fatu was like," siak! panic sak skali!"
and those two laugh all the way loudly
fuck. mmg kurangajar kan?!
buat baik pandai. dpn muka diam.

than during break right. fitri took my perfume. he spray it all over ahmad. it has this really sweet smell. than the bunch of guys came in and was shinning over the smell. firdaus was hugging himself over what reason which i dont knoe. "bau ape siol? sedap uh... blablabla" when they know ahmad wore it, they were so busted and changes mind saying it was not nice. so they ask whose perfume is it? fitri told them it was me. than they make another loud comment on how bad it smell. and the fools look at me and laugh laugh laugh. wth sak.

and ohh hell. the new sitting arrangement.
like damn shity. guys at the back move to the front.
so what can you expect? annoyance. EEEK.
oh fool, my pretty classmate. =))

goodness gracious.
come weekend hurry up!


the love.
19 March 2006 9:16 pm


i laugh like hell. its sound so hilarious. doesnt it fell really weird? someone is scared of mee. nono. not her nor her!! its me. the skinnydipped girl. what have i done to deserve that? kewl eyh? muahaha.

iam officially frustrated over me. why is it so hard to gain at least a kg?
but losing 2kg is like *poof* nothing! all those hard work seems so empty. sedih tau. nyeheh.

oh, the torture of school. bag not pack at all. uniform not even iron. assignment not even done. best thing of all, i dont even care. it just felt so good, to get scolded. awesome the double!


ohoh, the music fest was hot okae. nyah, thou i didnt get to see jason mraz performance. The other live international and local band was awesome. cool tau. than after that i got miss by peoples. see? this ppl cant live without me! awhh, the love.

eek. gross gross.
that so didnt turn out right!
nyeheh.

apprentice and soccer watching.
wish liverpool luck.
byeee.


like heaven.
17 March 2006 10:29 pm


reply -

sarah: oi makcik! can you like increase your font? I'm half blind you know.
fana: increase? the font looks ok to me what.
malyna: i cannot believe you only makan the skin sia!! haha. FREAK woman!
fana: i cant help it okae. hahaa. its like nicer than the inside.
zanna: hey ghurl thx for the compliment.appreciate it.
fana: hey zanna. no probleem =)
dan: gawd. fana fana fana, the geek in the pink. bile mau meet? you lazybum.
fana: meet? sorrie lor dan. 2morow sat already. sigh.
fasha: fana yr moozik lak opposite of mine.groovy.haha feel like nak joget gitu.
fana:feel like joget? ohhhh. haha. cute larh u fasha.
Fyza: omg! im loving ur layout.nice seyy!! cool.link u up already.tkcare sweets.
fana: fyza! ur layout nice also ok. k i linked up too.
fafau: Eh dah lame sak tak jumpe. Ish.
fana: fafau! where u gone missing uh?
aYn: hello hello awak! kita sayang awak many2! smile selalu, keciks!!
fana: haha. hellp ayn. kita sayang awak jugak eh!
aLLy: ok the skin i superrrrrrrr~~~ HELLO FANA!
fana: thankss. HELLO ALLY!
marie: sia la. i didnt know same. SORRYYY!!! ):
fana: whats the sorrie for? heh. greenn pink are gd. =p
ALFIE.: hey! i know you toooo. haha.n i loveeee you skin. awesome. ur linked okay.
fana: hello alfie. =) i linked you too kae.

personal reply larh okae. just plain bored YET generous.
muahaha. the next thing i know, tomorrow is saturday!
i realise something this holiday, i did like nothing.
one week of full relaxation to distress myself.
the super boredom of watcing tv da whole day.
sleeping really late and cant be bothered to bath.

chatting whole night and making new frens.
oh puhlease, leave holiday assignment aside.
it has been left untouch in the school bag.
it paid off to lay down and do basically nothing.
and going out just to have that funfunfun.
pure heaven! what more can i ask for?

real coool sakk. aaah, i like i like.


dyfunctional
16 March 2006 12:38 am


i feel pathetic changing this skin!
originally green, super nice.
but i use pink instead. hah!

too bright right?
i know, i know. eek.
still early, i dont wanna sleep.
period make me go high at nite.
WTH.

thanks god i love reading.
keep me functional during the holiday.
i still got tonnes of new books untouched.
kiasu kans? see good books all buy!
wonderful lifee. aaah, best best.

so bombastic how things happen.
every human right now leading an okay/gd life.
people i know, whom i dont talk to n talk to.
i mean no harm or problem being seen ?
seeing how happy people are with themselve,
makes me happy for them as an individual.
and i totally feel nothing for me. weird eyy.
okay, that came out straight. hahahaa.
iam loving every humans. whoowhee.


happyhappy.
15 March 2006 6:49 pm


i feel totally refreshed. nyeheh.
a game of pool and bowling makes me happy.
iam not a bit useless when it come to that.
tehee.

when kfc wif malyna and sarah forsee mary.
malyna n sarah like goin somewhere far like tat.
pretty top and gypsy skirt everywhere. whoawhoa.
mee? black top, jeans, stud belt with flops. eek.
mary forever a busy busy working women.
of course not too busy to give us gf free foodS.
got home with those two plus jafni.

going for the mosaic music festival!
so looking forward to that.
i wanna check out the local bands.
jason mraz coming on fri.
i think he's good okay.

after 1 week of sickness,
i still have the ...

damn-hungry-but-no-appetite feeling.
gaah. i cant effort to lose any more weight.


morefunlesswork.
13 March 2006 8:36 pm


i was totally grossi-fied watching final destination 3.
i swear i wouldnt try fake tan. i dont wana burn myself.
eeek. but it was super fantastic of course.

than there was date moviee. nyehnyeh.
dropdead funny i tell you. fockyerrdodder?
what kind of last name is that ? lol. i like.

big momma 2 was the bomb. seriously.
effin gendut la the man. weird yet very funny.

than pink panther was damn funny too.
crack me up how stupid the ppl is. heh.

nanny mcphee was way way cute.
very interesting how the plot goes.
i want that kind of children can?

in conclusion, i want moremoremore!
set aside those tonnes of heavy homework.
i just want funfunfun this hols. cheers.

motto for the week: morefun lesswork.


moodswing
11 March 2006 10:11 pm


its okae.
4 damn sick days.
soooo mendak.

didnt came on friday.
it didnt bother me much anyway.
the cheer competition is so stupid.
eventhou i didnt see it, i really think
the whole classes is pathetic?.
especially the one who is semangat like hell.
including mine, which alot didnt turn up.
no surprises.

wanted to come for cross country.
but didnt, cause i wont be running anyway.
so yea, i suddenly feel very shitty.
staying at home is not fun.
i think iam having moodswing.

i think rytee, the long sickness,
temperature going up and down.
38.5, 39.9, 41.3, 43.8 to 39.2, 38.6, 37.6 than 39.9
making me suffering from depression.
and sooner or later, i could be down with,
malnutrition. 4 days, no full meal taken.
i eat than headache than no appetite.
siggh. not enough vitamin C lah.


fever dilemma
09 March 2006 8:24 pm


i am so unhealthy this few days.
i realise, my eyes turning yellowish.
not enough blood pumping to it.
i keep getting migraine and body cramp.

make it worst, thanks to the dreadful fall. i end up getting hig fever AGAIN! and i still go to school. i couldnt concentrate,i cant sleep cause the bodycramp hurting me.the medicine have side effect, it made me perspire like heell. sigh. after recess, i feel even worst. same goes to lauch break. i overdose 3 medicine at once. just cannot tahan larh okay. as perrnormal i perspire 3time than i suppose to be, but i was good. the cheer was the shit. we are not like the other class okae, got umbrella and pom pom and vice versa. we are goddammit carefree. i was not flabbergusted at what the guys was doing, it was all so funny. crack me up alot. that was normal.

and then,
i have to wait dreadfully for shafiq!
my migraine and fever start to come back.
i waited for 1 an a half hr okae! i swear i was goin to die.
even suckier when i hit my wound leg at the canteen.
after waiting, he just say like this,
"nah,take the money. you can go alone"
wtff? i suffer to wait for you ALONE.
and you doesnt seem to even bother!
sighh.

this year cross country, i give up.
sec 2 to sec 3. i end up getting 21 and 22.
and sec4, which is top 30, i end up getting 31.
in conclusion, iam sick to run for nothing.
next year okae. urgh.

oh fuck, my migraine.
ahh, bye.


ggdummies
07 March 2006 10:51 pm


i feel so fucked up and dissapointed.
i knock the cubicle door till the srew came off.
i punch the lift till it almost cause a jam.
i swear i was about to smash the glass notice board.

you wanna see attitude?
than spot me making a fool marching my ass off.
than see what a fool the contigent will look like.

and the way they crumple in embarrasement.
i dont care. spot me okae. =))

to add on, i fell.
the fell where whole cca can see?
the part during the ran and fell and slide.
where migraine starts and leg bleeding.

chua became all nice and caring. fuckoff.
cool and embarrassing eyy? i know.

to add on again,zahir and fatu spot something.
the part where i was giving out paper to whole class.
and they were calling liza and talk to her bout something.
and liza coming to me saying my skirt was not on the right side?
zip side at the front. pocket side at the back. EEEEK.
no wonder they were laughing.

but of course, good people like shafiq,
make my anger really stopped.
dont ask me why, cause all i know,
he gonna blanja mee. whoo.
ok bye dummies.


memories.
06 March 2006 5:00 pm


I was leading a simple life,
school, essembly, cheer than go home.
so i was dead bored and thisthisthis,
bring back ALOT of memories.
i love this people okae.



I remember shopping alone with eeduh. i miss that okae. i look short on that next pic thou.



Out with sahidah, fit and rifah all for ncc day i think? and i so miss the foolish jokes of faan, wadi and afiq s.


i still remember we bacinz go eat ljs after those event and those maam sir thingy. i miss their jokess!


the man of our time.


i soo miss them like how i miss arnold's chicken wing.
heh. schools a bore,a real goddamn bored. thats all.
bring back those pretty souls to me.
sighh.


super shopper.
04 March 2006 9:08 pm


i fucking love shopping.

lets just say i bought,
3pair of earrings.
blacknwhite purse.
hot faded jeans.
brown longsleeve tees.
black sleeveless n tshirt.
some accesories.

all that, about $100?
not enough thou.

i still got my eye on that pink girl boxer.
and bullet for my valentine tees.
hot like hell. whoo.

going shoppin on sat wif crazy malyna n sarah,
laughing not stop and buying everythin we see,
and getting free drinks from mary at kfc,
is not that bad.
playing fifa2006 and act like a fool all night on fri,
laughing at 7th grade blondies having a loud convo
wif saidi and afiq is also not that bad.

iam goddammit happy.
lets live the love part for awhile.
and i hellova miss my gf's alot.
cheers. =))

i suddenly got the mood for olivia newton john song. such 70s. i like.



scred
02 March 2006 10:53 pm


i didnt study s.s test just now.
iam so screwed?

i was happily sleeping at 8pm
when i receive a call and sms.
asking to bring down food or water.
wth? after soccer somemoree.
you can nvr escape from a friend like
afiq and saidi okae. nyeheh. pathetic.
sit at void deck like what. i was late. duh.

school has been pretty messed up.
i got no time for almost everything.
i feel so goddamnit busy. hah.
kewl eyy?

in life,
its better not to know anything
than having to know everything.