i'm a tees & flip flop kind of person. a writer, at some point. i live, eat, breath sports & i don't give a dirty shit about your perfectly manicured nails & your two layer cake make up.
yes, i'm stubborn, rude, deceitful, aggressive and a critic. if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
I cant stand it anymore. Iam going home early everyday so i will maintain that during 2 weeks of june schooling.
Let me make this clear. To that someone, iam not mad at you. Iam never mad at you. Iam just piss off in a funny way at my dearest 4/4 fren. =]dont try to make it worst by ignoring and stuff. Nope. i am not mad at you about of that someone okhay.Iam never cause you know why ? let me refer that someone as "it" anyway..
Iam not like you okhay! Iam not that girl who stay heartbroken and keep thinking bout the past and all. No iam not. It so you but its so not me. I have goals in life and i've MOVE on. Iam not that girl-next-door either. I dont need to fine desperate love to make me happy. I dont even need that asshole who never did understand my situation and the one who make my life miserable and talk different views about me to its friend and make them ignore me.Yes, those insultment that person made is hurting and i just cant take it with its impatience and the way that person treat me. And i know that you have been hiding alot of stuff from me.And i mean it. Its fine if iam the last person to know everything. But for god sake gurl, i move on ok? jealousy? maybe abit but everyone feels the same way.Do i seem sad or emo to you? I smile everyday. or can i say fake smile?.. watever.I cant just seat they and stay miserable forever cause theys one thing that i been wanting to tell you. You deserve someone better ok. I just dont want to you to end up like me. Get it?
you cannot rewind reality once the tape unrolled..
hah. watever. sleeping for 6hrs in the evening is better. i love my class. i love 4/3.i love the pupil n the teacher. we as a whole class love cleaning up together. We laugh.we joke around. we sing aloud and we play with the water.We are there for each other no matter what race we are in. Heaven.. its been like this since sec 3 n i love it. at least we didnt show it around or saying how good our class is. not like some classes.. hahaa. jk. everything in the class is our decision. we are not being force or ever been scolded by our geogous form teacher.we never booast about out intelligence and hu cares if he or she is a geek or bitch or desperate wannabe. what matters is that we are there for each other for 3 years. i had no hatred with anyone and iam mantaining that. yeessaa. i love them. The top 3 catogary of my most important things in life. =]
