i'm a tees & flip flop kind of person. a writer, at some point. i live, eat, breath sports & i don't give a dirty shit about your perfectly manicured nails & your two layer cake make up.
yes, i'm stubborn, rude, deceitful, aggressive and a critic. if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
To this dearly young lady here who been to kk hospital just now.such small and fragile small hand get squash with such a big swinging door.Her blood vain get cut off till it touches the bone. she cried. duh.
her mum says she recall seeing her lying unconscious and callin out her sister name and also craving for food. operating more then 1 hour then during those 1 hour she woke up which she was not suppose to.
her sisters on the other hand, cried and bought her gift from school. a sister love. aint it sweet?
she is ok now. but still in pain. among all those tiny fingers came the hugely wrap white cloth on her middle finger. she was happy to see us. she was super extra cute but very pitiful. I can feel it if it was my finger. ouch. if its ouch for big girls like us how can she made it if she is such a small girl? nadia irdina. shes a strong young lady. we,family,love her.
so tonight we when her house. she was freakin happy to see us. I was suppose to be going with shikin and all to celebrate afiq r bday but i cant. For me, my family came first. sorry.
happy bday to AFIQ R and MRS JANICE LOW and WALTER and LONGZHENG and ZAHIAH. woootwooot.
omar ?
27 July 2005 10:35 pm
hwuahwua. we wanitas falling for omar. a junior. serious. including me i guess. i seat beside his seat. he smilee all the way somemore, cause of our crappiness i guess. lol and i get free liquid fluid. whooo. i loikee. eat at ljs. i miss that place. feeduh who have been craving to go there cant cause she need to go home and her dato dont wanna go. but we had fun. talk bout our pass paka river and also the cultural terrengganu trip. alot of ooo aaa. it was just nicee. at last girls day out. FINALLY.
Woo.
26 July 2005 6:00 pm
Got home alone. Indulge myself with choco ice blended n waffle. hah. is that really an indulgement? x]] Test.Test.Test. Been slacking for 4 days already. Test i did not study Just now eng common test, only starting semangat the last part.w0o. dont ask. Then after skool eng mock test paper 2. I do all my way. never stop for break. Supppose to end at 3.10. i end at 2.30. I was the 1st one. then i sleep till its time.woah. See no one in school. shikin ajak gi town but i cant. since i when with phauz yesterday night. It was nicee. wantin to buy bag. but roxy? common larh.. ppl been buying roxy and stuff. So i wanna buy this $79 bag that no one where in school. So i be the only one with it. Owhh well, i guess i go alone to buy it thou. So i left fida along since she got yan to take her home. so i go off urh. w/e ..been sleeping in class ALOT and my eyebag been developing. Goshhh.
Zamree n sharizal has been getting on my nerve in the funny kinda way. they always find a way to insult me. as in ALWAYS. ishhh. lol. then durin mt talk about this super unatural thingy. i admit to everyone iam scared cause i am. u know fana. her imagination alwasy run wild. but my iman still kuat. hahaa. k iam off i guess.
n yes, to get a high score in bowling, ya gotta play it with anger. that way you can get 118+ like me. =] hwuahwuahwua.
fuckk.
22 July 2005 8:54 pm
Oral. oral. oral. Shucks. I just cant do it ok. Its like. 'apakah kemudahan di sekolah kamu?' siakk. easy sia. but baam! everythin slip out of my mind. wtf is kemudahan?! stoooopid2. there was my gfs having fun at the beach and they i was fucking spilling my brain out and finding the meaning of kemudahan. trust me. i answer diff things and it took me onli 5 min to be in there. x[[ i feeel like freakinly pealll my skin off and scratch my cheeks off until all those bloog flow down like hell. All thanks to that headache. My turn for oral and i close the door behind me. My body swayed. Fell as if i wanna drop sak. Fuck those headache. thanks alot eh. and those pervertic cleaner looking at me peeing my ass off. argh. look at ur wife one larh why mine?!
sorry for the vulgarities.
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN B'DAY TO IDAH. WELL WISHES GURL.
wouln't it be nice?
21 July 2005 10:38 pm
Wouldn't it be nice
if we'll together
laughing our ass out
everyday
talking about boy girl s**
is our fave
but never thought that
things will be this way
if you're hurt and feeling lonely,
just voice out and we'll be sorry
wouldn't it be nice?
i choose to be somebody.
i wanna live my life the fullest.
i dont wanna regret my school years.
i just want to be me.
my dearest fida.
dont need to feel guilty still k.
your love life is in good condition.
if you are happy then iam happy.
too bad my love life is unstable.
thats what saggitarius is anyway.
but i dont mind. so stop worrying.
when two emo and jiwang couple met,
or can i say datin and dato met,
things can never be complicated aytee.
i love thursday.
got lost. oc.one tree hill
and desperate housewive
and scrubs. guess i'll be sleeping late.
k iam off. got test. musy study.
got tv show. must watch.
wahaha
18 July 2005 11:36 pm
Com. got virus. hahaa. using my sister com. weekend was good. late entry but hah. so? .. when for swensen, thoguht its gonna be a girl day out or somethin but my senses was wrong. Everyone wear so semangat and i wear so slack. my senses was indeed wrong again. It was ok thou. Didnt eat much there also. onli eat rojak and it cost $8+. nyaah. ikhlas nye share okhay. Get home 6+ and follow my cuz get some ice since there live next to my flat. My house ade this baca2 thingy urh for my arwah nenek. After those ice-packing when back home and get ready for sembayang jemaah in a flash. wanna rest also cannot. My sis didnt sembayang cause she haven mandi hadas. Cari chance aje. After tat baca baca all. I tersleep but i still baca. iam a good girl i know. =] hahaa.It was fun. My 7 hour of smiling was not a fake one. hahaa. Food alot alot tats why. Talk to my cuz hus teachin in serangoon sec. I wish he was in prcs. dawmmn. he is strict but he is hell lotsa fun. i mean which teacher organise a game room with xbox in it and 1/2 hour for $1 only? no use cleaning my room because i know it gonna be real messy aniway. Play volleyball. where? my room. play xbox. where? in my room. everythin in here. booohoo. but volleyball was fun even thou alot of my stuff was being hit but hu cares. i know iam sec 4 but hack care larh. my mum room was lock in the inside. the key also inside. canot open. so my uncle spent 30min and all to open those damn door. funny larh. hahaa.
yeaaa. nazri buyin for me girlfren. august edition. hes goin to sydney for 1 week. so no tuition. whoo. and i wanna go old trafford!!! did i get the spellin ryte? i wanan see the stadium again! and the player's locker and the jacuzzi and all!.. like what my cuz say, start savin. there use up 7 tape for the whole london trip. 1/2 is from old trafford. gosssh. bit iam sure i will one day. =]
out of love !
14 July 2005 6:02 pm
You cant hurry love. You just havta wait. There say love dont come easy. Its a game of give and take.
Owhh well. I gone thru that before but at that time i got no emotion urh. I mean donr be like me. Dont jump into conclusion and hear only one side of the story. I get what i deserve. love love love. still so young yet so devoted. wow today?hah. it was fairly ok. i kinda had fun. i mean not fun as in the problem thingy fun as in i get free lollipop from azri and get free laugh from everyone.1 year ok haven eat tat lolli stuff okae? hah.emotions and all. boos. datin also broke down for a min onli then datok talk2 to her. awww. hahaa. malyna cabut dnt. iam her partner in crime. haha. you know why the teacher didnt see me taking your bag? because maybe i still too small too be seen outside those window pane. hwuahwua. iam handy in all this thing.lol. Plan to go home at 3.30 with sarah but i didnt end tat way. 5+ eh? tsk tsk.. i was not totally involve in it just now. they all 1 group talk2. i just seat and shake leg at the other side. but i know whats happenin. hwuahwua. sultan cry also i feel like crying. hah. sultan babe. tu aje i remember. name for afiqx2 gone case already.forget. donno wat iam gonna do without them thou.
There goes my nap. Thought of sleeping for tuition. grrr. n yea. if u are not involve in this then shhh ok. if u know then shh ok. Its between US not YOURS so keep quiet n dont extra2 ok? hahaa. i dont know hu iam refering to but i just say larh in case. hah.
Study. hah!
12:03 am
Gosh. At night study. Sleep seems like only 10min then go to school. for what? study. After skool then study. remedial. extra lesson. ish. no life sehh. Talking bout studying, iam been studying for 4 1/2hr all evening with the sunshine ppl -2. It was ok and fun. since it was the foam day at wild2 wet, there so many people in there especially all those foreigner. so btw thanks to goddammit angles i only did 3 question within those long hour. dumb me. simple also donno. all must ask ppl. freak urh. everythin donno. i hate it when i tried so hard but the result is nothing. goshh. study my foot. iam going no where if all goes in and the next few days they goes out. I feel like banging my head hard on the rock sia. i donnno if that make it even worst or good. But i think it be good. Extra good if there gonna be blood coming out of them. I wanna change my place in class. No effect sia having two peopel beside. Doesnt give me all those help that i need. Talk to them but mainly when i talked they ignored or even asnwer in 1 letter word. ishh. when i need help they also like. 'huh?'.. double urgh.. wats the world turning to? But thankgod home was good. Didnt go for ngaji. hwuawhua. my cuz was there since their mum got ngaji at my house. its wednesday remember?.lol. played uno and all. tears. joy. laughter. hyperatical lauhter indeed. hah. to those small to the big.iam glad to have them. they accept me as me myself and i exccept them as who there are. wootwoot. `chao
wootwoot
10 July 2005 7:53 pm
So cute ryte? I know! a mix genes of me n my sis face. =p . iam refering to dina. the small-dah-pandai-melawar-with-small-pink-handbag cousin not the big one.hahas.
Today was ok. my mum side cuz nye anak think. not that close urh but still know.just normal wedding near my old house. memories.lol. But at the opposite blog, there was also a weddin carried out. hah. my cuz nye fren weddin. Gessh. the couple entrance start with 2 rows of mats mats motor.hah. The groom mat motor mah. Mum ask me to rewang but i dont want. hahaa. althought we get $20 i still dont want.
Tomorow school.grr.so fast.When studying yesterdsy. 5 hour of math. hah. and for once i can take it. whoo. my home.my childcare.
Boo!
Anaqi and Dina. Baby and baby tua.
while i was at school.. she was the culprit who has been eating my potato chip. caught on camera. taken by her sister.
get it over plss?
08 July 2005 11:39 pm
Urmm...eh dah larh. Tell me who never bitch about? Every freaking human does larh ok. We elaborate about it. So? we say it among us only and iam sure you all does it too. We are trying to stop it and not cause anything. and WOW.. for fuck sake we didnt get other people involve. Urgh. we all? then you all ? We try to shut ourself up and make everything OK. We laugh.We shout.We talk and why giving that cold hard stare? Dont tell me that never happen to you? Iam trying my best here dont you see it? We are sec 4 larh. I feel awful when lower sec keep pastering saying what happen and why this 1-1 thing happen. i dont wanna elaborate but it like... the last year for us being togehter ryte?. come on larh.
You know what? I dont mind. I dont mind at all. I dont mind if i was ignored in class. i dont mind if the guy i always talk to in class never did talk to me again. I dont mind if i was with fida alone next year. I dont mind if we are the one to be called bitch. Which we are not bacause we have our own reason and self-respect to look up for. I dont mind if i or the others are being talk about. I dont mind if we are all being bitch talk. But we know that what we say together is what we did believe. You cant force a cat to be a dog.You cant force a robot to be a human. I never thought it could end up this way okae. I feel like screaming. Infront you are like so kind to me.I was almost taken in. But then behind.. kemain lagii.. For once i was about to shut up okhay. Shut my mouth for once and say nothing happening. Why am i so stupid? i dont like it. I dont like it at all. No other comment.
We are all the same. We gossip we bitch. No one is perfect.Are you
AND HAPPY B'DAY TO AFIQ.S. I WISH HIM HIS B'DAY WISH 5 MIN BEFORE IT ALL END AND THE DAY HES GONNA TURN 16 FOR REAL. you go dude..!?
Paris ? ... NOT
06 July 2005 8:34 pm
London!London!London! wootwoot! London for 13th olympic 2012. Iam so proud for that country. Too bad its not paris. Heard about the blast happening in london thou. Tsk tsk.. hope everyone are okhay. and beckham, he gone to nanyang poly ok. No fair. I wanna see him. LOL. Owh well at least singapore is showcase to the whole world. Who says fana not updated in this kind of news?! *winkz*
The guy in purple.x]]
05 July 2005 10:47 pm
Fantastic 4. hwuahwuas.
Weekend was not bad. From yesterday, me n phauz n malyna n qila qhen out shopping2. SUPER SHOPPER! I lorve. Bought a new skirt and jeans. Thought of buying more but nyaah.. Dont wanna spend alot alot larh. There was the guy in purple. Lol. kinda have my eye on him. malyna too. hah. i go out of train i look at him then he look at me. LOL. no larh fana. miracle like having such guys like that never will happen to you larh. heh. But we had fun, i had no regret. We had our lunch 1st thou.
Pizza Hut!.. hahas
Ok so on sunday gone for family day at escape theme park with all my fam. Freak sakk. The thought of having a good time slip my mind because you know what ? I fainted. not once but twice. shish.we wanna eat and the burger there was having a black out so we gone out to bought the food there. Near wild2 wet entrance i feel weird. VERY weird. My vision blurred and I cant hear anything. I grap hold of my cuz and this is wat he said, " eh ape ni! tak happy pe!" and he push me. haha. Irap whole of hime again then there realise. LOL. Seat for awhile then saw my aunt n uncle walk pass. Thank god theres at least 2 adult there. Gone in burger king and i fainted again. But this time, i accidentally hit this eurasian family bag and their child seat. Wat am i suppose to do?! I cant see siak. My uncle explain then there give me a cup of water. From THEM. whoo. lol. Then this lady massage my head. haha. paint sia but i hold on. All my cuz say my lips was turning white and my face was pale. freakin pale. lol. Lemme see i onli ride calbury and those roller coaster thingy. The last time was 5 time of calbury and 3 time of roller coaster and etc but nothing happen okhay. Then when i was unconcious, everyoen looking at me. EVERYONE. embarrasing sak. Sheesh. Low blood pressure. nto enoguht vitamin larh fana.
Anti-social her.
swayy
02 July 2005 2:10 am
i change everything. the layout and songs.requested for this sway song. it made me move.
thought of making one with a roxy layout.geogous. and put 'sunny sunshine' in it but it take time and all so nyahh..
" ok.. you have improve but must revise harder" , words from my horrifying math teacher,mrs low that iam kinda scared of it. Chemistry remedial back to basic and i understand it all. Yay. iam actually studying. i already clog in 2 hour of studying. k lar gtg. Good morning. x]]
