i'm a tees & flip flop kind of person. a writer, at some point. i live, eat, breath sports & i don't give a dirty shit about your perfectly manicured nails & your two layer cake make up.
yes, i'm stubborn, rude, deceitful, aggressive and a critic. if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
this few days i discovered some unexpected feelings. have i been too nice? too egocentric? or just plain evil? i have been contemplating about the strange things of it that it brought about a huge wave of cynicism. Like how I am always reading too much into something, or how I allow paranoia to take control so easily. sometimes I think too much I feel my brain cells dying on me. sometimes to an extent of hating myself at one point,just drop dead and love myself way too much all of a sudden.
i was pretty euphoric today. exclusion of assembly. it seriously bore me out. i have been in prcs for a long time and having the same presentation being shown every year really ticked me out.
english lesson was so tedious. we basically has to do a retest which didnt even sounded like a test when the whole class was exchanging answer without a teacher supervision. mr gay was outside practicing oral with the other half of the class. we girls ended up gossiping about kang wei and how his future sex life would be. which of course, would be purely sickening. i cant help it that i was born with an agreeable dimension of wild imaginations?
the semi-final was even bigger than i thought. this unpredictably sec1 chinese geeks who sat beside me was talking about soccer. 'haizxz. you support who? i support germany liao. alot of people like italy de worxz. hehe..... but very sad lor brazil out. i like brazil alot deh.the game was stupid wor. france so bad somemore. like what de. teehee. my baobeii happy lor brazil out. i want to kick him de. but you watching or not hor? kekeke..'
so yea. and one uncle was shouting over the phone so loud. 'wei! italy lorh italy..!' he was obviously on a bet.
we had our self-study over at the DnT room. we were suppose to have chemistry lesson after that but whole class was not aggreing to attend. so i did when home straight and grab some fries. does forgetting to pay is centrally equal to stealing? whoa, guess what? i just grab the fries when off. all i could thing of was,fuck, $1 could save me 10 seaweed. HAHA.
I spend this few days talking/advising people whic eventaully increase my social life. its funny how a simple conversation suggested me to handle this matter in a totally different manner. the necessity of being in a relationship doesn't seem to make sense to me, we definitely don't have to be in one to be happy. i haven't been in one all my life and it doesn't worries me because I know there's nothing I'm missing out on.
and right at this point of time, iam just contented with everything that i have in life. like whoa, not everything actually. so anyway iam going to have an early sleep tonight and will be waking up at 3am. so see you people online ok?
