My brother attend his first NCC camp today in his new school. PSS. I can't believe he's in NCC. So anyway, parents were to attend in the evening for some ceremony. Its really weird. I mean for the past 6years I never had my parents around for any school camp events. Well thats because they were no such things back then. Haha. So anyway, they were showing slides after slides over the recent activities done by the uniform groups. NCC, NPCC and Red Cross. Yea I know right, who ever does red cross anymore? Haha. The amount of activities was over-whelming. I just sat there and watch. There was this light inside me that was screaming and jumping for joy. I was going, Look! I did all that! I did all that! I accomplished so much and almost everything out of nothing. Everything I did was for me. Me. I wish the whole family was there to see me. See me did all that. The things that I shake booty/kick ass at. The things they never ever did in their wildest dream kinda thing before. Looking back, its pretty amazing what a petite looking girl like me have done. & no, Im not bragging. Im just showing some inner self-appreciation towards myself. But sometimes, there are just some things in this world that are better left unsaid.

Then there was the campfire. Honestly, it was the first time I experience campfire with a bunch of parents around it. Haha. And you know what I learn out of this campfire night event? I learn how much I miss my schoolmates and guidemates. I miss the join-uniform-group camp and how we, the leaders from different UG groups would sneak out and meet in the wee morning. Aaah. Good ol' times.